lupa
kadang kala kita dah tahu. banyak kali tahu pun. tak sama dengan faham. even dah faham pun boleh lupa. inikan yang tak faham tapi tahu dan tetap tak ingat. do u get me? this is a phase where i would have to learn to accept the facts that ya Allah i believe in You so much, do please help me, me and my friends.straighten our needs, provide us security of loving our own deen. sufficient us with our understanding. kenali diri anda. kenali agama anda. kenali Tuhan anda. sesungguhnya anda lebih beruntung jika la anda tahu :) jika anda kenal maka anda suka. kerana tak mungkin anda tidak akan suka sama Tuhan anda yang menyediakan rezeki, langit biru, air yang tidak pernah habis.kerana anda akan sangat beruntung jika anda memahami manusia ini sangat lemah. made from soil and mix with soul of desires. we so low and shallow eventhou we are given the best machine ever, our brain. man are made to think. kalau tak kita dh lame mnjadi seperti kucing yang hibernate and eat and hibernate and eat. and hibernatteeee!
so beruntung la anda yang menjadi manusia. yang mampu mengerakkan gerakkan your fingers while playing ps3. that able to taste the delicious taste of tom yum. and that able to feel the compassionate of people. that able to laugh when it is funny. able to cry even! and even if it taste no good to be hurt. tapi beruntingnya kita.
ya iqra' ! read and read. dig the knowledge, cause knowledge will never dry. dig the truth. enhance ourselves. reminder to myself *cause you girl, just a human being.
and cause you boy, there is more to learn
pokok
terlalu mahu dan mahu
terlupa apa yang perlu
terlalu banyak alasannya, duduk terdiam
tak mudah namun tak susah
tersentuh atas pilihan
tersentuh hati mula luruh
tanya sama pokok
i love the wording. the meaning. inspiring. stop whining, just do it!
a happiness come within, a grateful heart and a huge smile. it is not bout being superficial happy. it is not bout drawing a smile and give a big grin when u are sad. it is about. letting go your ego and emotion and putting trust in Him! He knows, best.
ouh, btw life is like a tyre, u tampal and refill the air! cause life would be too expensive to get a new one.
have a good look at these.was originally inspired by a person that sees around and apply bits-to-bits in his life.just rewrite things out caused they might inspire u too! thnks, inspired.subhanallah and alhamdullilah to Him enlighten us on things. :)
miss
* pink flyod - wish you were here
how long has it been since i updated an entry. months has it been. being busy studying, living life, least effort and desires.
soon
finally august. wearing your confidence is like wearing the right white faded jeans. no. not white! grayish :p okay i just gotta write that out. hehe no point, just a saying that i like lotsa lately. by the way i joined my first charity in Malaysia. being a Malaysian, and grow up so much in this country, to get out off the bed and being a part of the charitable charity., malas gile. but it was an experienced, to make it more random. it was in KL. hahaha went to visit my sister and randomly registered and guess whatt?? 'creating awareness publicly is not the most effective way
!' malaysia people scared to be approached, hesitate to listen and even hesitate in giving eye contacts. it was a dragged. hahaha but it really changed my opinion on joining other similar programmed.( sambung tis entry soon.... )
10
senyum, senyum senyum. makin hari makin seronok. seronok jd Muslim ni. dulu kala kini berbeza, hari ini dalam kepale yang pasti nk berpaksi to Him. i am not up to date. i dont dress to impress, but i love dressing up.(erk, depends on mood, biasenye mls sgt teramat sgt) i listen to music but i dont play music. i dont do flips, but i lov seeing others do :) i dont swim and dive to the end of sea, but i float like water lily and spread my arms like a free,. fish. -_-' i used to decide my days by my heart. ikot kepale sendiri and ikot my own desires. masok university, semua nya lari dari kebiasaan. kalau dulu have fun, study second choice. lepak lari lompat semuanya suka. hidup dulu pn takde la suka sgt. takdelah seronok sgt. tapi yg pasti live like a king. living rare and definitely rare. even if i recall my memories, i praised to Him of what i am today. i dont know who i am. i dont belong to anybody. i am out of the crowd. and all i know i want to die as a good person. being a good person. and act as a good person. and if u dont find me in jannah. pls pls pls ask for me. i cant bear of the thoughts being in neraka!
20
alhamdullilah, alhamdullilah alhamdullilah. this time i am back home. and everything look different. i am 20. the age make no difference to me. okay, that is not the truth. 20 do brings some changes. i dont drool over some One Direction anymore like what i might used to be obsessed when i was younger :P haha but dad and mom look drench, sister dh ade anak sorang. dh pndai berleter. marah2 -_-' abg working! dude, even he looks like a abang now. haha abg ipar, very matured also now days.and my cousins, evrybody is getting pregnant! and married. ya Allah. so fast, time flies. TIME IS SO SHORT.ramadhan is already 3days here in Malaysia. and i am looking forward to every inch of the barakah month ! lets us all set our priority. LaLALA~~ lets kejar terawih, the only ibadat that specially available during ramadhan. lets have puasa, iftar, tahan nafs, say good words, look at good things, thinking great things, so this is as our starting for forever being better PREACHERS~~better muslims :) May He ease us and make us among the people He favor most, amin.
secs
drawing lines. it is ourselves that allow who is in of our life, and maybe ourselves allowing who is out! grab your chances, being the best to the family, 'friendly' , give your best 'shoo' in your work, and make home as 'homey' as possible. and being a good Muslim like a real mujahidah with the shahadah :) my 11th dimension. is getting scarier -_-' expressing so much thoughts in writing definitely make me feel i have future in writing haha.whatever, smiling is good, wana try some?? should try some thou! should try lots in fact. should never stop trying."it is better to die trying then to die of nothing!" salam aleik :))
pussy
okayyy. i have become such a pussy. dh evryday rse nk update blog ni. adoii. and evry little thing pn jd sensitive. so anybody feeling mellow like me now, get out! get out from the house, find something else to attract your attention, look at the sky ke, traffic light ke, or even just breath and walk randomly. but unfortunate to tell you, i cant do all that now, cause i have my final exam. so i have to clear my thoughts,wait, no i need to sudy but fist i need to clear my thoughts, listen to this, trust me, so much better and better than Kurt Cobain or Rod Stewart melodramatic melody! ;P
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YzG6fwHV0TE
tart
"When u have everything & ppl u love love u back, that's Reality. When u have nothing & they still love u, that's Sincerity. "quoted by amanda somebody somebody from tweeter =) credit to u :D
i know i should stop assuming, maybe i should confront, or a least ask. but do i have the guts? i dont think so i do. friends are like bees, sometimes some remain as trees, that shading us in days, some just bustling and craze, but out all of the face, someone could be the fave, the one we be lazed, or chased, what i am trying to say might be overrated, but karma just knock me down, when i loss u, i lost half of me, how hard i tried, i could never be believed again, that we were sincerely being with each other, maybe we being pleasing each other, out of all the people,sadly say, weeping days, i could never say, i miss yaa, babe!
kadang kadang rasa itu hadir, niat bukan ingin melahir, Tuhan Maha Pengasih, mahu terbaik, baik untuk kite, so macam macam yang tak tak ter-sangka jadinya,haha incidents are never accidents! have faith, have trust. believe in His plans.walau kadang kala muka ketat, dont worry, i only had tarts for breakfast!tu la sebabnye :P salam aleikom :)
lapuk
Sting & Phil Collins - Every Breath You Take (Live Aid 1985)
this is what i call real music, no autotune, no stupid repetition, just beautiful melody that touch your hearing sense. look at the crowd,huge, i used to have the craving to join this kind of event, somehow horrible experiences i experienced, where beverage and social figures compensate the musical event. i decided utube pn ok je, tak payah live sgt lahh. ths one of the event that charity was their main objective. only if i can create the same crowd with a more barakah event to help those in need, best gile ! well, enjoy. salam aleik :)
this is what i call real music, no autotune, no stupid repetition, just beautiful melody that touch your hearing sense. look at the crowd,huge, i used to have the craving to join this kind of event, somehow horrible experiences i experienced, where beverage and social figures compensate the musical event. i decided utube pn ok je, tak payah live sgt lahh. ths one of the event that charity was their main objective. only if i can create the same crowd with a more barakah event to help those in need, best gile ! well, enjoy. salam aleik :)
errors
errors: space fillers and salsa dance, today we finally wrapped our presentation course! hell yeah :D lega satu dh settle, it was fun actually. presentation is a skilful and interesting adrenaline rush experience that eventually turn out just okay later. so regarding the space fillers, most of us are required to practise AHH EHHH OUHHH ERMMM for quiet a while because when we presenting we have the tendency to stay blank on our own words and filled PERIODIC TIME with those AHHH EHHH ERMMM.one of the remedies to overcome was to practise humming thoses lots of time and at prolonged of time.advisable, bile mandi under shower( if the person mandi quiet a long time) or anytime for about 1 hour? therefore, resultnya our body subconsciously adapt and give an idea to our brain not to do the action during we presenting. also, the same method on salsa dance. we perform salsa as part of our presentation and that is not awesome k everybody. salsa dance on health care? tolong lah, mmg x ngam sangat,therefore, practise salsa for one hour, record it, and look at it with patience to acknowledge either u have a future in salsa onot ??! and if u have, maybe dentistry is a little bit dull for us :) so SUBCONSCIOUS understanding is very very important, it plays many roles in shaping us. my mom tells me lots of time to rajin berdhikr, berzikir? berdhikr as if repetition SUBHANALLAH, ALHAMDULLILAH ALLAHU AKBAR ASTAGHFIRULLAH lots lots lots of time. subhanallah, such a teaching, it is a way of moulding our tongue to subconsciously remember Allah all the time! Allah the creator, the wiser, the best Helper. remembrance of Him will be easier insyaAllah,lets practise this together ! salam aleikom :)
kritis
Tekadkan hati, luruskan pandangan. mahu dirapati, iman diketepi, mahu disenangi, entertainment didalami, hati mnjadi kering, sakitnya jatuh lagi, semua kawan pn lari, kini hanyu ku meratapi, syurga yang ingin diduduki, tanpa henti this is my story. selagi nafas tak terhenti, perit mahupun ditangisi, be a real muslim tetap dicari cari. ya Allah yang Maha Pemberi, ampuni dosa kami yang lemah ini, kuatkan semangat kami hari hari, harap Call Me maybe, is not what i am busy memorising, or looking at somebody, and remaining drooling! all is pleasure, pleasure is all,better to crawl, then being halt, halt not from all.just yet, from your own heart. my name is Siti, bukan nak kate jauhi duaniwi, more like gunakan dunia ini, untuk kepentingan diri, takot esok kita mati, dunia di kerjari, akhirat menanti,lalainya kite ini, semua jauh dari His Mercy. kuatkan jati diri, utubing the right things, speaking good dings, be a pumpkin, and also a munchkin, of a better human being.
insyaAllah we do this easily. keep on hoping.and 'doa'ing. make sure one thing, niat within, as seem, He is seeing :)
enough
Allah SWT is enough and sufficient. i have forgotten this meaning, i remember but i forgot. recently, posting many negative attitudes and thinking of having holiday,(immature, short holiday this sem pun bising lebih -_-') i fail myself, fail to stay faith to Him. mulut cakap sabar, hati kate tenang, muke senyum senyum tapi ya Allah, x payah kate lahh, habis semua bnde tak kena. bace buku tak masuk otak, tidur x lena and lazinesss bertingkat tingkat. just a friendly reminder to myself also, whatever you do, the most sufficient deeds are the one for Him, bcos He is all sufficient to us! have a look, May He ease our days, forgive us and firm us to His deen :)
think
(SILA BACA DALAM SATU NAFAS)
think big
'dead meat'
sometimes we like to take things easy
thinking big and put evrything together probably
too organise
but the one fails to plan, plan to fail
and i am doomed
when he was saying what dreams and blablabla
i know i am a dead meat
not very inspired lately obviously
but just to share the experience
we should be productive
know what we want
grab chances
i said something on short term, to have awesome holiday, pergi Sarawak, makan2, main2 gelak2, sbb dlm otak mmg exhausted sgt, tak bole nk piki very intelligent things anymore
and i end up doing the long term
focus on attracting ppl to real muslim way of life
you know the part
living as muslim and practising
not just by saying sort of
i realize when i did the presentation
i skip the mission
hoping he wont care much
but he saw it
and when he ask what should i do
i was tongue tied
cause i dont want to do anything
i dont want to commit
i just dont feel like walk the talk
i just want to sleeppp!
hell it was a drag project
dont be like me!
one of me out of zillions foetus dh cukup ok!
peace out, writing piece of thoughts that by hoping the truth side will at least bring disgust to ppl and be more productive than me!
salam aleik.
Churchill
june seems to be a really long month. june is killing me softly :) killing me with laziness. attitude management and even eye management. i think i write lots of nonsense recently.here.in this area and forum. i dont feel and learn much lately. much of tired, sumpahh tak tahan. meronta ronta nk guling guling or lepak lepak. belajar pn separuh hati. hati ke liver ke jantung ke, ape peduli dh. hehe i know, so immature. sabr sabr, that is what i can say to myself. i dont mind being back home a little bit later, sooner or later insyaAllah i'll be home. but definitely lack of enthusiasm for more assessment T,T continuousness assessment. now i know why we as university students are often given 3months holiday. because 9 months is the limit. by my own mind, based on ilmu sedikit yang difikir fikir sewaktu perlu exam patho keesokan hari, yang bace x gerak gerak. sbb head banging listening to techno song from shatby church in front of me, age of 18-28 as pelapis negare, bukan hanye perlu bace menatap buku tp juga ade skill skill lain di celah celah 9 bulan itu. yes, cervix carcinoma. has 2, insitu and invasive. insitu is locally situ. while invasive may invade :D 4-5th decade. and by this i end up my writing with a doa that i hope every reader will amin' ya Allah kuatkan semangat kami, lapang dada kami. dont let us astray to companionship in this world for fun and sia sia only. guide us among the people You favor. keep our heart lighten with every bliss and hardship we going through.also, not forgotten our families in Palestine, Syria, Myanmar and all over the world where every breath is inspired'.amin.salam aleik. doa doa doa, senjate muslim. doa dimana anda berada. peringatan utk saya jugak yang suke menaip di kala doa perlu ditadahkan bahawa itu adalah lebih baik bagi saya!
distinguish
'i do not want to fall first for the person who play the sweet cards'
i mean this. and i pray i am not the one who lying the cards also.
copy
Jika orang lain berburuk sangka terhadap kita,maka hendaklah kita berbaik sangka terhadap orang lain..
Jika orang lain cuba menjatuhkan kita, maka hendaklah kita terus teguh dan janganlah mensabotaj diri sendiri dgn membandingkan diri sendiri dgn orang lain kerna setiap orang ada keunikannya masing-masing
Jika manusia sibuk memperbanyakkan amal, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk menyempurnakan sebail-baik amal.
Jika manusia sibuk dengan perkara-perkara sunat, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk menyelesaikan perkara-perkara fardhu.
Jika sibuk memperbaiki perkara-perkara yang zahir, maka hendaklah kamu memperbaiki perkara-perkara batin.
Jika manusia sibuk mencari kesalahan orang lain, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk mencari kesalahan diri sendiri.
Jika manusia sibuk mencari kesenangan dunia,maka hendaklah kamu mencari kemakmuran akhirat.
Jika manusia sibuk mencari keredhaan dunia, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk mencari keredhaan Akhirat
(Adaptasi ilham bersama sumber Kitab Tanbihul Ghafilin)
copy pste for own reminder
shuh
cool sgt insan ni. awesome gile the way he present. he is so altogether. he also so dreadfully smart and intelligent.oh wait, i should emphasize. he is very altogether. you know what is altogether? being cool and chill, and does not look like a fool. same goes to the girl there, i am so embarrassed of myself. she is so easy, yet firm. she is same as me, but different in expressing and looking. she is freaking daebak. she is what the world awaits. but erh, am i looking down at myself? noooo i am not, but if i am today. tomorrow i will strive better. kan chachos? yes, muchachos. (monologue dalaman -_-') but what i want to strive for? strive for jannah. how i am gona strive for jannah? by pleasing Him. how? how? by doing what He favour us to and not doing things He despised. why? becauese i believe in Islam and the awesomeness and it is not a superstitious phase only, okay? omo omo omo. duke and duchess, with all the matches, we have all our touches, or torches, that washes, and even teaches, the creatures, of even the mischievous, of each others :) so if even u is a butcher, slaughtering meat for halal and dinner meal for a chief, remember this. its a big favour, for a big eater like me! :p hehe out of tune. :D
today is friday. let's recite khafi! salam aleik :D
daebak
-_-' building confidence. yeah. daebak. feel like half fool half clown. any way. did tried at least. maybe not the right cup of tea. perhaps, by hook or by crook had fun. had great lessons. gained knowledge. gained patience elsewhere also. so people out there! it is okay to be pulun. maybe one day, the pulunness will turn out to be a great developed skill. hehe yeah. a quiet interesting almost 2 weeks of presentation skill course. something was pretty similar to what i have experienced in HCSM. well, used to. except the part the Egyptians are more violently like to raise their hands and ask lots and lots of questions. it is great to ask. but somehow if it is too much to ask than something is plain, (...) wrong, maybe?haha no, it is not wrong, it is just plain dragging to some of us that want to go home :D hahaha okay, too truthful isn't it? i gotta say, truth is ugly. but the truth is, that is me, that is us. we want things according our mindset sometimes. if the schedule is fixed 8 till 2pm. why would us want to drag it till 4? because we are exhausted. and we are eager to learn. but not obsessed to learn. that is a huge different.okay. i am blabbering. and writing rubbish. dont be like me people. be like a man that know how to sail his ship right and calm where he aim to stop. being like me, is like a roller coaster riding supreme eating pizza and drinking slurpees while watching dragon balls. (even that does not sound, right!)
salam aleik! :O
salam aleik! :O
cairo
Egypt- uprising. whoever wins, the nation is always and forever milik Allah SWT. if it is either Mursi, Hamdeen Sabahi. or even nauzubillah, Capek. the most important part is we understand they are the mediators of what we want for a better nation. but in the end the higher hope stands in Allah SWT. what we hope is our representative presenting our country in hoping for a better place to live, a calm country, developing states, better education and health care. more job opportunities and even more moral ethics. it does not mean the person we elected might reach the expectation we acquired. but for the least, we hope this man in power as a president could bring changes to the government. from the old routine corrupted community to a more refreshing highly institute moral and eager representatives in developing and shaping the people :) yes, that is my hope for you Egyptians.also, cleaner streets. it is frustrating when such a huge country like Egypt is lack of unessential value such as education among the citizen.and it is a massive headache to actually spread the education on important matters such as voting due to the geographical location and the deserted conditions.when to think of it, it shows Malaysia is a much more easier country to be shaped since we are only a quarter of Egypt. but also unfortunate, Malaysia recently has been to eager to be in the eye of the world. to blend so much in the world that we now see Malaysia probably losing it minds. and complicated races. racism do exist in our country. and that is a fact. and most of all, even bias among the citizen. a calm and peaceful country with a silent gap.but seriously, Malaysia play a great part in Islam too.and yet Egypt play a greater part -_-' how essential Egypt is to have a good representative that stay puts all the rights of the people in the East for at least.insyaAllah, the one that Allah SWT mediate to save the Palestine's people or at least reduce their burden by bukak the sempadan of Palestine. Palestine is a stronger place compared to us. Palestine never fails keep on building their country even thou tomorrow is uncertain. dying probably be any where. and they hold on to that. 'work as if tomorrow never ends, and preach as if today is the end' (doa for Syria and Palestine, Egypt, Malaysia and all ummah and even non muslim in this world.chaiyok. fight fight :0)
thank u
doa that "Ya Allah, i understand Your religion, i understand Your mercy and love, i also understand You as the wise and the most adil. forgive us. forgive us, if we wronged ourselves and guide us among the people You favor." amin.
trust
salam aleik, hadith of Aisha :) this is really inspiring animation, it completes my day. Islam teaches us not to be a coward. not to be scared of uncertainties. if a needy person require more than us, give it. insyaAllah He will provide us with a the next one, maybe better? maybe more unexpected? life is just a journey. lighten our heart for everyday is beautiful :) live with moderation :))
senyum
hehe
sky is black
the sea is blue
only at night
my mate kuyu
okay,. lawak hambar. inspiring enough to write that out,sambil senyum sorang sorang -_-'
salem aleik! smile up cheerios :)
bounce
Bouncing ball. That is what happening. My life is bouncing. In a straight way only to meet Him. Well that is my believe. My believe. What i believe the most. In Allah SWT and the Rasulullah SAW the messenger.
Early twenties, the age of peak happiness to most human being. The age where your skin is most stretched and smooth. Fair and moist. And your body is healthy and hype. Able to jump and sky diving easily. When your heart is light and warm. And all you want to do is smile and be loved and loving. That is the description of beautiful twenties.
And everybody starts thinking the man women attraction is interesting.
And here i am watching between those lines. Of the normal certain twenties are involved with now days with what the OTHER certain twenties are doing.
the OTHERS, that preached night and day. Trying to please Allah. Some making dakwah here and there. Building ukhuwah for hereafter and lifeafter. Devoting themselves, carrying themselves as a team for the right purpose. I respected their capability, the strength that they are gifted with. Some are meant to be leaders, some are meant to be followers. But most of all they are people belonging to each other. This are the people that follow with firmness.
Where am I? Where is my status? What is my status? I relay my case. Everyday and day :)
lounge
virtue and cultured. a never ending story. how to decide, which way to decide is up to us in the end. i am virtually exhausted. should be reorganising life again. reorganise and reflect. my vibes are scattered and shattered.
speed
if u guys are reading my writing as fast as i read. monotonousness :) u will know how fast time flies. also, here. i always feel time fly awesomely fast. now it is easily 2 years, last 2 years i was still wondering what i should be doing. now i am all out. and insyaAllah i will be all out till the very end, insyaAllah by His wills. my sister is obsessed with her child. alhamdullilah :') thats for the best. at least she is happy. Ariq u will be a spoilt child. haha i dont have much to contribute to u, but machicha will love u alot. but u will definitely have awesome cousins growing up together by the same ages.and freaky obsessed tok T,T haha and your momy is famous. u will get lots of attention from lots of peeps. my prayers will always be with you :)
'Ya Allah kau ampunilah kami yang lemah ini, pendakwah yang tak punya kekuatan untuk mencegah maksiat dan keburukan yang berlaku di depan mata kami sendiri, malah dalam kalangan keluarga dan rakan2 kami sendiri. Engkau pinjamkanlah kekuatan kepada kami, agar kami bisa mencegah dengan kata dan perbuatan, tak mahu selamanya sekadar membenci dengan hati :(
Kami menanti hari di mana kami umat Islam malu untuk mendekati dosa. Hari itu pasti tiba!'
this is a dua'a from our friend, Qis. May Allah lead her strong, and strengthen us people with the believe and stay firm to the faith. ya Allah, u're my certainty. u are our certainty. so lets try try try everyday, try to be a better person in any aspect! smiling is a good deed. be patience is a good one too! praying strengthen our believe to Him! and it is mandatory lahh.
takut. when people make fun with faith statements. scared because i know i found this faith by believing not by foundation from whatever background. and not by trend. and not by culture, but because i know i am nobody.it is a good feeling. a feeling that will teach me to hold on and pray to Him. pray for me to grow up with poise okay!and with faith. Aminn~~
whine
my mom loves fish, she got a few translucent bowls with fighting fishes. best part of all, i like to trick my cats. i'll knock the glass bowl and wiggle my fingers along the outer circumference and eventually my cat will duck its nose in the water. anddd sneeze! haha sometimes he will tuck his paw in it several times,never fails. -_-'
i like my cats. i like the one that independent enough. to berak outside. to eat when he is hungry and langsi with me sometimes. i prefer them compared to some cats that required too much attention and 'berdene'. and emotional. haha yeah, control your emotions people. even with cats we could get fed up. lagi la manusia ni. not to be rude, but life is not all about you. or even me as myself. look around, and enjoy. see what we can give piece of mind to,or give a hand ,or anything but whining. stop the music of melodramatics. whining or emotionally expressing would not actually contribute much. it actually, reduces the compassion of people surrounding us.and facts says that whining eventually lead to bad negative thoughts, negative thoughts contribute negative mood, and contribute negative actions and ect.
keep your emotions to Him. seriously, we are never alone. He is always there, anywhere and everywhere with us, Allah the Al Rahman, Al Rahim and Al Hakim.He is not only pemurah and pengasih, but also the wise and adil :) so why emotionally disturbed yourself when you have the loving God to pour your heart to? lets stay awesome and rational. life is temporary, remember? every deeds has it own counts.bad deed, good deeds, our choice :)
lighten
'probably he said a word that Allah dislikes so much, Allah will overlook his good deeds.'
these writings are personally not teaching.just writing things that i recognised as understanding. i am yet a human being, and a learner, learning everything the way it is in life complementary with Islam teachings. Islam is perfection, i like to imitate perfection because i believe in certainties as a Muslim :)
but also, i have my mixture of culture and family background, friends background, lifestyle in 1001 ways, diversity. i have habits, i have desires, i am a human being. and humans persist on making mistakes.so do you, okay (!!) :)
so lets try to reform ourselves everyday. try to be better.to ourselves and family at least. try to follow sunnah and Al quran. that is a way better of life.
(everything in the world is temporary, accessories. had massive dinner recently,broke like a pipe. but it is not the money we spent we cried for, it is the money we spent on uncertainties of life we regret for.May He lighten us all.)
ketentetuan Allah itu terbaik, percayala pada qada dan qadar. do not get over sad, frust on uncertainties of life.
salam aleik :)
Yusuf Estes
salam aleik :) very nice video. take a several minutes to listen to this sheikh. he speaks very simple. and straight to point. awesome! i am also, a Muslim, little that i know what i need to know :))
briefly, Islam is the religion of submission. Muslim, is the example of verb of an Islam person. such as the suffix of caller, call -'er'. caller is a verb, right? kate kerja. Muslim is the person that submitted to Islam.
and the basic teaching is to believe there is Only one God, no others. but Allah.
once, believing in a religion is when we start believing in presence of God. how do believe the presence of God? personally, it took me much of personal incidence and also lots of world coincidence. well, enjoy! hope somebody get benefits from Sheikh Yusof Estes :)
reminder to myself and other Muslimin, walk the talk insyaAllah?? insyaAllah.
johntucker
guys, do u know that when we smiled at you twice. eventually it does not mean we might fall for you. haha do you know that woman are created with diversity. sometimes different culture and community created different people. and living here abroad away from where we were grown. we tend to bring out our differences, our diversity.
so, dont think that you probably managed to hijacked a woman's brain easily.
the weirdest part of all culture is the mixture of Malay and Islam. Malay have the tendencies of superb shyness. and Islam preventing us from doing maksiat. Ect: Islam does not allow sex before marriage. result, a proper community is created. and prevention of heart broken. prevention of rare diseases. prevention of wild life like wild animals :)) how awesome is Islam??
but Malay itself is unique, i myself Melayu. and i dont understand much how the culture work. do you know most Malay i know that likes each other does not speak with each other outside when they meet up? do you know that most of them chat like they are intimates? hahaha funny huhh? and yet, disgusting.felt confused T,T and bored. i feel like this kind of friendship they created are 'fakeness'.
different to other cultures, they are are more open.the Chindians, yes, they speak vulgar. but eventually we will only say 'boys, biasalah' but we laugh, we jokes, we discuss, and we dont text each other bagai bulan dan bintang!
and the one eventually date each other, will probably date each other. so there are boundaries of friendly friendships and relationship.at least this one, is clean and clear. and if, they cheat. well, eventually it is not makan diri sort of attitude. it is the shout and scream 'i hate u!' scene. (hehe okay, i dont say this is good, but it is healthier, kot?) :s
so be reluctant dudes, probably we smiled because it was for courtesy. probably we looked back because you were looking at us. and probably you think we are part of your target or part of your play, eventually 0.01%.
because only God knows what is in our heart,probably it is just a perasaan perasan je lebih. hahaha.
and to Muslim girls out there, sometimes, friendliness is state as bitchiness. social-able is termed as flirtatious. and smiling eventually cheapness. dont be despair. just focus more to our family. lets laugh to our lame dad's jokes.lets smile to our brother. lets poke our brother. lets giggle and scam our daddy instead! causes prevention is better than cure, if we could not keep the community labelling and stereotyping others, lets just shut them up with proper Islam teaching. and be good person. reminder to me,also.
kudos, to u and me. age of 20 is a killing age. you cant get to friendly,and there is no 'just friends' huhh?
He is all Knower. And He know best what we don’t, so chill. These facts make us more humble and fill ourselves with humility, insyaAllah because at least we understand the right and wrong right?
i dont get it either, why i write this all out T,T maybe because everybody is talking about marriage?? (i am not 18, anymore.)
so, dont think that you probably managed to hijacked a woman's brain easily.
the weirdest part of all culture is the mixture of Malay and Islam. Malay have the tendencies of superb shyness. and Islam preventing us from doing maksiat. Ect: Islam does not allow sex before marriage. result, a proper community is created. and prevention of heart broken. prevention of rare diseases. prevention of wild life like wild animals :)) how awesome is Islam??
but Malay itself is unique, i myself Melayu. and i dont understand much how the culture work. do you know most Malay i know that likes each other does not speak with each other outside when they meet up? do you know that most of them chat like they are intimates? hahaha funny huhh? and yet, disgusting.felt confused T,T and bored. i feel like this kind of friendship they created are 'fakeness'.
different to other cultures, they are are more open.the Chindians, yes, they speak vulgar. but eventually we will only say 'boys, biasalah' but we laugh, we jokes, we discuss, and we dont text each other bagai bulan dan bintang!
and the one eventually date each other, will probably date each other. so there are boundaries of friendly friendships and relationship.at least this one, is clean and clear. and if, they cheat. well, eventually it is not makan diri sort of attitude. it is the shout and scream 'i hate u!' scene. (hehe okay, i dont say this is good, but it is healthier, kot?) :s
so be reluctant dudes, probably we smiled because it was for courtesy. probably we looked back because you were looking at us. and probably you think we are part of your target or part of your play, eventually 0.01%.
because only God knows what is in our heart,probably it is just a perasaan perasan je lebih. hahaha.
and to Muslim girls out there, sometimes, friendliness is state as bitchiness. social-able is termed as flirtatious. and smiling eventually cheapness. dont be despair. just focus more to our family. lets laugh to our lame dad's jokes.lets smile to our brother. lets poke our brother. lets giggle and scam our daddy instead! causes prevention is better than cure, if we could not keep the community labelling and stereotyping others, lets just shut them up with proper Islam teaching. and be good person. reminder to me,also.
kudos, to u and me. age of 20 is a killing age. you cant get to friendly,and there is no 'just friends' huhh?
He is all Knower. And He know best what we don’t, so chill. These facts make us more humble and fill ourselves with humility, insyaAllah because at least we understand the right and wrong right?
i dont get it either, why i write this all out T,T maybe because everybody is talking about marriage?? (i am not 18, anymore.)
sweattt, STEPS
step. combination of all steps -> walks -> then, result a distance :)
want to make steps. yes,need to have steps, everyday. so one day, decided,have created a distance :)
and remember, 'Chachos, do the RIGHT thing when nobody is watching'.
because doing the RIGHT thing is more important than being the RIGHT one to the eyes of everybody. if doing the right thing, probably on the eyes of others, Allah may allow goodness appeared from us too. (!!)
so everybody out there, lets do the right thing ;p because in everyday, we have the tendency of doing nothing. studying, but i may forgot what my intentions to study are for? is it to pass exams only? to graduate easily? to have good living later on?
or to crack brain and compete with my colleagues so that i feel smarter? or is it because studying is what we have to do now?
PERGI LECTURE TAK BERMAYA, TUTUP BUKU TANDA RAYA. hahaha ade kaitan x? whatever -_-'
so lets together, reminding each other. studying for the sake of Him. forsake of Him.
and also, studying to be a good doctor one day. the one that understand why inflammation occur, how to cure, what the differences and also the therapeutic smile as a human being with humility to the community! (yeah, lets study patho. byk lg x pndai pn)May He strengthen us the hunger of knowledge. Bless and berkat our usaha. and ease our journey ! :) and with His bundles of mercy, as part of our bekalan to jannah. Ameen~~ XD
and to all the teachers-to-be out there, Nagend, i put trust on u, Miss Fathin, Balqis.Yuyu.train to be awesome teachers that teach morality to our people!
and Pina, i dont know which lane you will proceed later, (anything whatsoever, i know u will be awesome.)
Andriea please be a good lawyer. dont play dirty money. u are way better than inky squinky lawyers, nowdays !
wajihah u so need to be my gynaecologist. hehe okay2. no pressure. just be a good doctor with awesome business skills :)
Dr Harlina. inspiring more futurama youngsters like us! is awesome. and also, Docs in our faculty. they are everyday exciting and eager to teach us. while we, still have the days with blues, terokk nyer T,T hahaha maybe darah muda. tu la. moody sikit. muda = moody, sorry doc! and thank youuu.
hidup ini pasti ade ending. ending yang pasti, adalah mati.
mati ini tidak kira bangsa/agama.
nobody cares when u in misery. might as well be happy.
also, nobody cares if u walk ur life empty. might as well, gain more deeds. (!!)
yeah :)) muslim muslim jommm take steps closer to Him. and non muslims out there lets do good deeds too :)) i love diversities <|*-*|>
want to make steps. yes,need to have steps, everyday. so one day, decided,have created a distance :)
and remember, 'Chachos, do the RIGHT thing when nobody is watching'.
because doing the RIGHT thing is more important than being the RIGHT one to the eyes of everybody. if doing the right thing, probably on the eyes of others, Allah may allow goodness appeared from us too. (!!)
so everybody out there, lets do the right thing ;p because in everyday, we have the tendency of doing nothing. studying, but i may forgot what my intentions to study are for? is it to pass exams only? to graduate easily? to have good living later on?
or to crack brain and compete with my colleagues so that i feel smarter? or is it because studying is what we have to do now?
PERGI LECTURE TAK BERMAYA, TUTUP BUKU TANDA RAYA. hahaha ade kaitan x? whatever -_-'
so lets together, reminding each other. studying for the sake of Him. forsake of Him.
and also, studying to be a good doctor one day. the one that understand why inflammation occur, how to cure, what the differences and also the therapeutic smile as a human being with humility to the community! (yeah, lets study patho. byk lg x pndai pn)May He strengthen us the hunger of knowledge. Bless and berkat our usaha. and ease our journey ! :) and with His bundles of mercy, as part of our bekalan to jannah. Ameen~~ XD
and to all the teachers-to-be out there, Nagend, i put trust on u, Miss Fathin, Balqis.Yuyu.train to be awesome teachers that teach morality to our people!
and Pina, i dont know which lane you will proceed later, (anything whatsoever, i know u will be awesome.)
Andriea please be a good lawyer. dont play dirty money. u are way better than inky squinky lawyers, nowdays !
wajihah u so need to be my gynaecologist. hehe okay2. no pressure. just be a good doctor with awesome business skills :)
Dr Harlina. inspiring more futurama youngsters like us! is awesome. and also, Docs in our faculty. they are everyday exciting and eager to teach us. while we, still have the days with blues, terokk nyer T,T hahaha maybe darah muda. tu la. moody sikit. muda = moody, sorry doc! and thank youuu.
hidup ini pasti ade ending. ending yang pasti, adalah mati.
mati ini tidak kira bangsa/agama.
nobody cares when u in misery. might as well be happy.
also, nobody cares if u walk ur life empty. might as well, gain more deeds. (!!)
yeah :)) muslim muslim jommm take steps closer to Him. and non muslims out there lets do good deeds too :)) i love diversities <|*-*|>
Uhud
awesome :)
Pohon nyiur melambai: Peribadi Seorang Pahlawan III: PERANG UHUD Perang Uhud adalah antara peristiwa penting dalam sejarah perjuangan Rasulullah dan para sahabat untuk menegakkan agama Allah...( by the way click on the yellow sentences to read on the history of perang uhud)
May we are not among the munafik.instead, the one that mediators of glad tidings to the people. not the one that hurts the others. and may Allah forgive us. make us strong to our faith., the one that among the people at the straight path :)
be confident. not inferior, not follower, but an understanding preacher preaching the intellectual soul hunger faith :)
chaiyok! chaiyok ! oh yeah, Nouman Ali Khan has this awesome talk regarding 'following faith blindly'. check on this in Utube. a really inspiringgg one ! :))
salam aleik everybody.
Pohon nyiur melambai: Peribadi Seorang Pahlawan III: PERANG UHUD Perang Uhud adalah antara peristiwa penting dalam sejarah perjuangan Rasulullah dan para sahabat untuk menegakkan agama Allah...( by the way click on the yellow sentences to read on the history of perang uhud)
May we are not among the munafik.instead, the one that mediators of glad tidings to the people. not the one that hurts the others. and may Allah forgive us. make us strong to our faith., the one that among the people at the straight path :)
be confident. not inferior, not follower, but an understanding preacher preaching the intellectual soul hunger faith :)
chaiyok! chaiyok ! oh yeah, Nouman Ali Khan has this awesome talk regarding 'following faith blindly'. check on this in Utube. a really inspiringgg one ! :))
salam aleik everybody.
always
harini pergi berperang, konon as a shooter 1st line defense,tp tak praktis shooting and aiming !
aiyooo. ahaha today, was a crazy day. one of the day u feel like life is as the best miracle. alhamdullilah :)
and today also, the day God allow a peace of mind for me to smile and recall my experiencing 2 weeks, where He hold on my imagination by His building teachings!
make 3, instead !
had asthma, due to terrible weather changing in Alex, didnt able to exposed yourself outside and had terrible breathing coughing which i have forgotten forever i actually GENETICALLY disorder due to this mechanism! -_-'
ironic, i fall. sprained my ankle. short story.
a dog chased and tailed, along pathway of stairways, lost my balanced, fall of a dozen stairs in a jumping style, telepek atas lantai. cried, cause couldnt get up. long story.
hehe then, some people help me up, take a look at my foot. pour some cold water. and had some topical ointment rubbed to the swollen ankle. couldnt walk right. climb stairs to my 4th floor apartment ! climb, crawlllll! okay, tipu ah. naik tangge slow2.
my days ended up, my days on bed. :) edema was huge, like elephantiasis. really huge. doctor was good. medicine was perfect too. had NSAIDS, diclofenac, reduces the inflammation and prevent analgesic, and pain killing. couldnt feel my foot, feel no pain. but without the pain killer, felt like a person playing who grab the muscle first wins! erk, yeah. it hurts. sangat. hehe but alhamdullilah, speed recovery.
student life, is to study. therefore, didnt go for lectures. now, doing on midterms. scared. only to Him i put my trust on. i am so not the smart cool ppl, i am the lame hard working geek. i need to go lecture, put my ears ON, have my head up. and my fingers jotting every KIV points :)and berdoa, moga Allah kuatkan ingatan pendegaran. because when i at home, i know 1st i will never open up and study every word in the books. so many lines. so many sentences. 2nd, reading facts. 3rd confuse. hehe so back to the SHOOTING WITHOUT PREPARATIONS up, up up ! (ayat atas2 tu)
hehe alhamdullilah. today, Microbe. already know wrong answered, also the correct one. but overall. alhamdullilah. May He help us all through our thick and thin. He only prepared us tests, on things we could handle! remember that, and also, He is always there.
love, u God,no other God, but only U. Prophet Muhammad SAW, as the messenger, Isa as messenger, Musa as Messenger :) study is also part of ibadat.i like Islam rules. cause it cools, and He gave me peace of having faith on Him. ;o
aiyooo. ahaha today, was a crazy day. one of the day u feel like life is as the best miracle. alhamdullilah :)
and today also, the day God allow a peace of mind for me to smile and recall my experiencing 2 weeks, where He hold on my imagination by His building teachings!
make 3, instead !
had asthma, due to terrible weather changing in Alex, didnt able to exposed yourself outside and had terrible breathing coughing which i have forgotten forever i actually GENETICALLY disorder due to this mechanism! -_-'
ironic, i fall. sprained my ankle. short story.
a dog chased and tailed, along pathway of stairways, lost my balanced, fall of a dozen stairs in a jumping style, telepek atas lantai. cried, cause couldnt get up. long story.
hehe then, some people help me up, take a look at my foot. pour some cold water. and had some topical ointment rubbed to the swollen ankle. couldnt walk right. climb stairs to my 4th floor apartment ! climb, crawlllll! okay, tipu ah. naik tangge slow2.
my days ended up, my days on bed. :) edema was huge, like elephantiasis. really huge. doctor was good. medicine was perfect too. had NSAIDS, diclofenac, reduces the inflammation and prevent analgesic, and pain killing. couldnt feel my foot, feel no pain. but without the pain killer, felt like a person playing who grab the muscle first wins! erk, yeah. it hurts. sangat. hehe but alhamdullilah, speed recovery.
student life, is to study. therefore, didnt go for lectures. now, doing on midterms. scared. only to Him i put my trust on. i am so not the smart cool ppl, i am the lame hard working geek. i need to go lecture, put my ears ON, have my head up. and my fingers jotting every KIV points :)and berdoa, moga Allah kuatkan ingatan pendegaran. because when i at home, i know 1st i will never open up and study every word in the books. so many lines. so many sentences. 2nd, reading facts. 3rd confuse. hehe so back to the SHOOTING WITHOUT PREPARATIONS up, up up ! (ayat atas2 tu)
hehe alhamdullilah. today, Microbe. already know wrong answered, also the correct one. but overall. alhamdullilah. May He help us all through our thick and thin. He only prepared us tests, on things we could handle! remember that, and also, He is always there.
love, u God,no other God, but only U. Prophet Muhammad SAW, as the messenger, Isa as messenger, Musa as Messenger :) study is also part of ibadat.i like Islam rules. cause it cools, and He gave me peace of having faith on Him. ;o
recurrence
when heart is far from Him, heart has the tendency to fall in love with this love, here in our dunia. anything in this dunia, musics, friends, relationship, status, fun, and ur brain works like nightmare.,
i got nothing to say, but self reminder. being happy is an ecstasy, being blessed is life long and life after blissful reward :)
so be happy, in His ways, a way much more rewarding.
ya Allah prevention is better than cure, and preventing is much better than fall into the trap of sia sia.help me and the ummah against the nafs of ours.and May Allah help our brothers and sisters with uneasy life in Palestine, Syria, and Africa and everywhere in this world.and also, here, in our community, where humans forget gratefulness and kindness due to blindness of worldly playground.
Only You know what is best for us., what is test to us and what is better for us.
lets,recite surah al Kahf!today is jumaah, friday :)
i got nothing to say, but self reminder. being happy is an ecstasy, being blessed is life long and life after blissful reward :)
so be happy, in His ways, a way much more rewarding.
ya Allah prevention is better than cure, and preventing is much better than fall into the trap of sia sia.help me and the ummah against the nafs of ours.and May Allah help our brothers and sisters with uneasy life in Palestine, Syria, and Africa and everywhere in this world.and also, here, in our community, where humans forget gratefulness and kindness due to blindness of worldly playground.
Only You know what is best for us., what is test to us and what is better for us.
lets,recite surah al Kahf!today is jumaah, friday :)
calm
yes, lets train ourselves to be calmed. and learn to fly. set our aim, prepare our mind, hold on to our faith, put all out for our effort. insyaAllah :) insyaAllah everything will be okayy :) okeh? (yesss!)
thnks for the inspiring DP, hani witty ^^
recent
recently,
do u know why Syria recently in news mostly?
because they have President that kills
Palestine and all the bombing and dying?
because a part of us want the land that used to be ours before (generally, pointing out to the human beings, us as humans)
and also part of us took our job seriously as an army by casually bombing and attacking the hospitals and schools *sarcasm
so sad, that Kony and friends in Uganda, Africa
abducting kids
making an army of rebellious
LRA - Lord Resistance Army
killing kids, making the girls pregnant, and forcing the boys to kill others in villages
and some of them are smart kids! that learn to speak English,living in Africa learning other language. without tv and internet as influence? that is amazing.i envy them very much :(
and recently, a cannibal in Indonesia.
a Philippine woman that have been eating humans for 30 years
has no regrets and wish to enjoy more of human flesh
even now she is in jail
and in Malaysia, a kid was killed and burned by age of 5
so sad, part of 2012 news.when part of our community, busy thinking which dress should we buy? which hairstyle fit me most with the shoes? other parts are struggling for their life. internet is awesome, because it show us more than we could reach. in fact, it helps us to remember ourselves to be grateful and to pray for others as well. but it is also sad to have internet widely use, where it can only spread the news and bring little to help, this is where the actions hold. this is where action speak louder than words.
the little least we could help, is to pray. to be a better person ourselves, a better neighbour, a better child, a better committee, for a better country. for a better world.everybody face a test, where He is with us and believe we could handle it. so wherever you are believe that you could do it, and do more in fact ! :)
do u know why Syria recently in news mostly?
because they have President that kills
Palestine and all the bombing and dying?
because a part of us want the land that used to be ours before (generally, pointing out to the human beings, us as humans)
and also part of us took our job seriously as an army by casually bombing and attacking the hospitals and schools *sarcasm
so sad, that Kony and friends in Uganda, Africa
abducting kids
making an army of rebellious
LRA - Lord Resistance Army
killing kids, making the girls pregnant, and forcing the boys to kill others in villages
and some of them are smart kids! that learn to speak English,living in Africa learning other language. without tv and internet as influence? that is amazing.i envy them very much :(
and recently, a cannibal in Indonesia.
a Philippine woman that have been eating humans for 30 years
has no regrets and wish to enjoy more of human flesh
even now she is in jail
and in Malaysia, a kid was killed and burned by age of 5
so sad, part of 2012 news.when part of our community, busy thinking which dress should we buy? which hairstyle fit me most with the shoes? other parts are struggling for their life. internet is awesome, because it show us more than we could reach. in fact, it helps us to remember ourselves to be grateful and to pray for others as well. but it is also sad to have internet widely use, where it can only spread the news and bring little to help, this is where the actions hold. this is where action speak louder than words.
the little least we could help, is to pray. to be a better person ourselves, a better neighbour, a better child, a better committee, for a better country. for a better world.everybody face a test, where He is with us and believe we could handle it. so wherever you are believe that you could do it, and do more in fact ! :)
loyal
RABBANAAA AATINAA FIDDUNYAA H’ASANATAW WA FIL AAKHIRATI H’ASANATAW WA QINAA A’D’AABAN NAAR (AL BAQARAH: 201)
meaningful
lophotrichous. i will remember u forever. and bacteria, prokaryote has 70s. while eukaryotes, 80s. how could lecturer didnt realize that she delivered us wrong information? (because she is a human., and i am too. realized that when i read the notes. written 70s for bacteria.in a different page. but didnt pay attention till habis exam my friends discussed the Q's. i am so human. so happy that i realized everything is not in my hand.and yet, He is the most Wise teaching me closely.)
so that's how life is. a week. 5 courses 5 exams. almost over. feeling exhausted. phlegm in my throats, chests and nose. pressured in brain due to excessive mucus. being taking seretide,helps in reducing the wheezing and expand the cells in lungs. but not the coughing and the phlegm! gross. u phlegm. u living neutrophil. dead neutrophils and dead tissues. Allah, You give me sickness. ade hikmah. my brain is at least focus on one to two things je. tak sempat nak rse meronggeng ! ! or watch movie ke. or gelak gelak sangat. nafas pn x cukup nak main main sangat . suke :) ade hikmah.hehe Alhamdullilah ! i love You, alot. You know what best for us and please guide us to the right way i plead You :)
okayy. so i miss my mom, too. hehe she is cool. and strict. and awesome! strict and slalu garang kononnye. my kawan kawan used to say my mom bekeng. haha daddy said my friends pelik pelik. yeah, my friends taktau my daddy lagi garang.he just doesnt show to you.both of them do not like nonsenses, very positive, high vibrant workaholics. thank you, for always brain washed me. thank you, for marah me. thank you for showing me life is more than having fun. although took quite a moment. thank you for deciding to moralized us all the time. everytime without fail.-__-' i might not able to erased the memory before, but i might have try to live and giving better in present!by the way, i was just a kid. ;p reti main je lahhh pn
be, with them. because once they gone, even your friends starts to fade away from your conscious.
so that's how life is. a week. 5 courses 5 exams. almost over. feeling exhausted. phlegm in my throats, chests and nose. pressured in brain due to excessive mucus. being taking seretide,helps in reducing the wheezing and expand the cells in lungs. but not the coughing and the phlegm! gross. u phlegm. u living neutrophil. dead neutrophils and dead tissues. Allah, You give me sickness. ade hikmah. my brain is at least focus on one to two things je. tak sempat nak rse meronggeng ! ! or watch movie ke. or gelak gelak sangat. nafas pn x cukup nak main main sangat . suke :) ade hikmah.hehe Alhamdullilah ! i love You, alot. You know what best for us and please guide us to the right way i plead You :)
okayy. so i miss my mom, too. hehe she is cool. and strict. and awesome! strict and slalu garang kononnye. my kawan kawan used to say my mom bekeng. haha daddy said my friends pelik pelik. yeah, my friends taktau my daddy lagi garang.he just doesnt show to you.both of them do not like nonsenses, very positive, high vibrant workaholics. thank you, for always brain washed me. thank you, for marah me. thank you for showing me life is more than having fun. although took quite a moment. thank you for deciding to moralized us all the time. everytime without fail.-__-' i might not able to erased the memory before, but i might have try to live and giving better in present!by the way, i was just a kid. ;p reti main je lahhh pn
be, with them. because once they gone, even your friends starts to fade away from your conscious.
inferior
sometimes. inferiority pushes our heart down straight into the drain -_-'
somebody getting married
somebody gets the best result
somebody boyfriend really care for her
somebody mom and dad cherish them,more
somebody cooks well
somebody so lucky to have presentable family
somebody has no zits
somebody such an pit shit, but still lovable by most people
somebody never ends, because there is everybody in this community
and eyeing each body.does it gives us benefits?
thats y our faith, aka Islam so cool, so relax, the most favourable deen, the legendary and qualified faith to be preached :)
remind us, God love the one that love to be grateful.
Grateful of what he has and have been given.
you will never be satisfied, until you are grateful.
every thing in this life has it own chapter of its teaching and learning medium.
so be grateful, be thankful and be open !
thank Him. ALHAMDULLILAH. thank Him. ALHAMDULLILAH. thank Him. ALHAMDULLILAH ("_)
somebody getting married
somebody gets the best result
somebody boyfriend really care for her
somebody mom and dad cherish them,more
somebody cooks well
somebody so lucky to have presentable family
somebody has no zits
somebody such an pit shit, but still lovable by most people
somebody never ends, because there is everybody in this community
and eyeing each body.does it gives us benefits?
thats y our faith, aka Islam so cool, so relax, the most favourable deen, the legendary and qualified faith to be preached :)
remind us, God love the one that love to be grateful.
Grateful of what he has and have been given.
you will never be satisfied, until you are grateful.
every thing in this life has it own chapter of its teaching and learning medium.
so be grateful, be thankful and be open !
thank Him. ALHAMDULLILAH. thank Him. ALHAMDULLILAH. thank Him. ALHAMDULLILAH ("_)
again
"sometimes we indulged ourselves in the world. tasting all the nikmat in this world. and we drifted away., but only we have the guts to push ourselves back to the Creator. because we believe in Him dont we? we believe of something we certain, so we must try to act like we certain of it too." - self reminder
believing, Islam is the religion of believing by mind and soul :)
i am proud of being a Muslim.
and i preached of something i am certain.
and for those who think and still thinking why u are preaching Islam?
read., read more. listen. open up your heart.
cause if u know how stylo Islam is?
nothing in the world u will posses urselves with ! (i mean it by all my heart)
listen this great sheikh Nouman Ali Khan. i always promote him., cos he used to be an atheist! and he was culturely abused like we are now., except we are far more awesome cause we have internet nowdays, and Kardashians and Hannah Montana.
but somehow, these people are not that rotten actually, when i was in my teens, i used to involved myself with the Hilary Duff, Drake ! and watches all the MTv crapp, doing nothing better after school., and i spent hours watching all the drama, One3Hill, orange county? haha and also Friends., still going strong today, and Greys Anatomy.and those years, burned like ashes. when i move out of my comfort zone and sent to further study, i realized i am way behind compare to the people that was more disciplined during their teens. they are more, firm,since it is something they have used to do since before ! i wish i could draw all the time i burned. but, He is the most Hakim :) He know best what He want me to learn by my mistakes. not everybody has the same routes, and not everybody has the same teaching, but everybody is hoping for the same destiny. and ending. His blessings!
amin amin ya Rabb., du'as for me so i be firm, also !
*to my opinion it is okay to questioned what we believe, cause what to believe on something we dont understand? and in fact, Islam encourage us to think, may we be rewarded for every thinking cells we grow :) THINK! and compare. and choose!
believing, Islam is the religion of believing by mind and soul :)
i am proud of being a Muslim.
and i preached of something i am certain.
and for those who think and still thinking why u are preaching Islam?
read., read more. listen. open up your heart.
cause if u know how stylo Islam is?
nothing in the world u will posses urselves with ! (i mean it by all my heart)
listen this great sheikh Nouman Ali Khan. i always promote him., cos he used to be an atheist! and he was culturely abused like we are now., except we are far more awesome cause we have internet nowdays, and Kardashians and Hannah Montana.
but somehow, these people are not that rotten actually, when i was in my teens, i used to involved myself with the Hilary Duff, Drake ! and watches all the MTv crapp, doing nothing better after school., and i spent hours watching all the drama, One3Hill, orange county? haha and also Friends., still going strong today, and Greys Anatomy.and those years, burned like ashes. when i move out of my comfort zone and sent to further study, i realized i am way behind compare to the people that was more disciplined during their teens. they are more, firm,since it is something they have used to do since before ! i wish i could draw all the time i burned. but, He is the most Hakim :) He know best what He want me to learn by my mistakes. not everybody has the same routes, and not everybody has the same teaching, but everybody is hoping for the same destiny. and ending. His blessings!
amin amin ya Rabb., du'as for me so i be firm, also !
*to my opinion it is okay to questioned what we believe, cause what to believe on something we dont understand? and in fact, Islam encourage us to think, may we be rewarded for every thinking cells we grow :) THINK! and compare. and choose!
dull
black and white. such a dull combination.
i have forgotten how friendly Malaysians are. everybody excitingly exciting. i am so dull T,T
winter break, still got another half to go, i pray that my intentions only for Him! :) you pray for it too.Amin~~
Alex,Egypt -> Doha, Qatar (transit; awesome airport, so many foreigners from all walks of life, Africans, and Asians, and some people that speak language i never heard off, with cute little accents. Alhamdullilah, nice trip. better than what we had with Kuwait and Egypt Air.definitely!) -> KL,Malaysia ( awesome cendol !) -> Sydney, Australia (weird summer, it was not hot. drizzle rains and yet sunny :) dad was being protective, cant even when for a jog on my own T,T met a Lebanese, had a friggin annoying conversation with him.never judge a person by his race but watch carefully his culture mixture and background. sometimes u wish u could strangled him cause u couldnt change his opinions on things.but u never know what he himself has been through, so i give u credit lah..thou i dont care what ur priorities are i bet u only want security in ur life. everybody wants that, right? well, i want jannah. #justsayinggg!!) -> KL, KT Malaysia -> Alex, Egypt (insyaAllah)
the worst part i remembered the most; why do u guys friggin like to drink alcohol? it smells like ugly rotten urineee! i hate it like crazy. the smells really gross me out. and i bet it taste disgusting too. i used not to mind anybody drinks, now i do. i hate it. i hate it, till i couldnt even drink my own plain water if u drinking wine besides me. i dont care if it is 1000 years well preserved wine, i dont care if it is purple wine, white wine or even green wine. cause it still smells disgustinggg! and i hate when u drink like it could bring comfort,i dont care if it gives u warm since most of u people that i see drinking is twice bigger than me! u guys are thicker skin, hairy more than us Malays, bigger, more belly, more fats and more muscles! u guys mostly either looks like Adele, Kelly Clarkson, Bart Simpson, or even Adam Sandler, and even if u look like Kate Moss, or skinny Hitrik Roshan, or Stephen Chow or also, Edison Chen. it gives no excuses to indulge in something so, stinks !
urghh. hate it. and out of all flights that i have ever been on, Malaysia Airlines serve the most alcoholic beverage. it has more than any other flights that i took with options of alcohol. what is wrong with us? indeed, we are lost in our own imagination. Islam by name, not by understanding. Malaysia ku negara ku T,T
well, i will end today entry with good impressions also, hehe amazed by the little beauty of this life. the texture of skies at different places, the difference of soils at different countries. the taste of nikmat :) how i was amazed seeing out of all flights, Terengganu flight showed the bluest sky and fluffiest clouds. the greenest ground! and the friendly Aussies environment, the warm of our own family. the delicious momy cooking food T,T annoying dad! lazy sister, banyak songeh punye abang.and abang ipar yang has the natural dad criteria. hebat! and anak sedare yang suke menyalak bile lapar. and like to cuddle in people's arm. #rindu nak penyek die lagi T,T nnti dh besar, berat pulak nk pelukk. handsome Ryan Reynolds (although he is dating Blake now. patah hati.)
part of family ; duke.duchess.champa.belle.kimba.baby boy.mojo jojo. brutus.mongol.kutu.aking.alink. chap.toby
i have forgotten how friendly Malaysians are. everybody excitingly exciting. i am so dull T,T
winter break, still got another half to go, i pray that my intentions only for Him! :) you pray for it too.Amin~~
Alex,Egypt -> Doha, Qatar (transit; awesome airport, so many foreigners from all walks of life, Africans, and Asians, and some people that speak language i never heard off, with cute little accents. Alhamdullilah, nice trip. better than what we had with Kuwait and Egypt Air.definitely!) -> KL,Malaysia ( awesome cendol !) -> Sydney, Australia (weird summer, it was not hot. drizzle rains and yet sunny :) dad was being protective, cant even when for a jog on my own T,T met a Lebanese, had a friggin annoying conversation with him.never judge a person by his race but watch carefully his culture mixture and background. sometimes u wish u could strangled him cause u couldnt change his opinions on things.but u never know what he himself has been through, so i give u credit lah..thou i dont care what ur priorities are i bet u only want security in ur life. everybody wants that, right? well, i want jannah. #justsayinggg!!) -> KL, KT Malaysia -> Alex, Egypt (insyaAllah)
the worst part i remembered the most; why do u guys friggin like to drink alcohol? it smells like ugly rotten urineee! i hate it like crazy. the smells really gross me out. and i bet it taste disgusting too. i used not to mind anybody drinks, now i do. i hate it. i hate it, till i couldnt even drink my own plain water if u drinking wine besides me. i dont care if it is 1000 years well preserved wine, i dont care if it is purple wine, white wine or even green wine. cause it still smells disgustinggg! and i hate when u drink like it could bring comfort,i dont care if it gives u warm since most of u people that i see drinking is twice bigger than me! u guys are thicker skin, hairy more than us Malays, bigger, more belly, more fats and more muscles! u guys mostly either looks like Adele, Kelly Clarkson, Bart Simpson, or even Adam Sandler, and even if u look like Kate Moss, or skinny Hitrik Roshan, or Stephen Chow or also, Edison Chen. it gives no excuses to indulge in something so, stinks !
urghh. hate it. and out of all flights that i have ever been on, Malaysia Airlines serve the most alcoholic beverage. it has more than any other flights that i took with options of alcohol. what is wrong with us? indeed, we are lost in our own imagination. Islam by name, not by understanding. Malaysia ku negara ku T,T
well, i will end today entry with good impressions also, hehe amazed by the little beauty of this life. the texture of skies at different places, the difference of soils at different countries. the taste of nikmat :) how i was amazed seeing out of all flights, Terengganu flight showed the bluest sky and fluffiest clouds. the greenest ground! and the friendly Aussies environment, the warm of our own family. the delicious momy cooking food T,T annoying dad! lazy sister, banyak songeh punye abang.and abang ipar yang has the natural dad criteria. hebat! and anak sedare yang suke menyalak bile lapar. and like to cuddle in people's arm. #rindu nak penyek die lagi T,T nnti dh besar, berat pulak nk pelukk. handsome Ryan Reynolds (although he is dating Blake now. patah hati.)
part of family ; duke.duchess.champa.belle.kimba.baby boy.mojo jojo. brutus.mongol.kutu.aking.alink. chap.toby
smile
smile up sweety smile up dear smile up, darling !
life is just a journey.inhale the presents
exhale the beauty.the beauty of His serenity
spread the love spread Allah's love
what is life without faith??
i could never imagine that anymore,never
thank you Allah
You make me have reasons on everything i do
everything i believed in.everything i strive in!
i am only Your slave
everyday i learn new things.and every moments my believe getting stronger
because You shows me the soul of life,is worthwhile !
You show me the sky could fall if it is heavy
You show me the sun shine and the ray nourished my body
You show me the love of mother, sweatttt~~ more than honey :)
You show me sea, where i feel wide and clear
You also show me the stars, sparkles in the night!
You taught me values. patience.and love.
what am i without Your mercy ya Allah?
i will only be a human being with awesome body functions -_-'
> cool skin protective barrier,hairs that grow non stop! heart valve that function involuntarily, eyes that captured moments, nose that has two lubang to inhale air, and mouth to smile and to cheer people's heart!and to kiss good things :D tongue to taste all the nikmat, the lungs to perform air changes, the veins and arteries for blood flow, the villi to swept all the digested food, the epithelium for absorption! the mucos for lubrication :) the intestine which coils for metres in such a small space of our body. the sphincters, that open and closed like doors to huge mansion. yes, our body is a mansion. well, i prefer a cottage, sbb malas nk sapu rumah besa2. but our body is so awesome! that it has to be compared to a mansion. or at least,a castle. and we even have rectum and anus, kidneys and urinary bladder as storage before excreting all the NONSENSE.TOXIC.BODY WASTE !
How cool is our body?
how cool is our God?
created such stuff that called humans :)
we are so much more awesome. than the Eiffle tower, Boeing 747 or my favourite, Land Rover. we are more interesting than KLCC, definitely! T,T and we are more detailed than and iPad or Galaxy Tab. we are complicated than the satellite. also, we are marvellous compared to the wi-fi ! we are human. so awesome, yet, we created from soils?
stamp our heart with submission. *wink wink
life is just a journey.inhale the presents
exhale the beauty.the beauty of His serenity
spread the love spread Allah's love
what is life without faith??
i could never imagine that anymore,never
thank you Allah
You make me have reasons on everything i do
everything i believed in.everything i strive in!
i am only Your slave
everyday i learn new things.and every moments my believe getting stronger
because You shows me the soul of life,is worthwhile !
You show me the sky could fall if it is heavy
You show me the sun shine and the ray nourished my body
You show me the love of mother, sweatttt~~ more than honey :)
You show me sea, where i feel wide and clear
You also show me the stars, sparkles in the night!
You taught me values. patience.and love.
what am i without Your mercy ya Allah?
i will only be a human being with awesome body functions -_-'
> cool skin protective barrier,hairs that grow non stop! heart valve that function involuntarily, eyes that captured moments, nose that has two lubang to inhale air, and mouth to smile and to cheer people's heart!and to kiss good things :D tongue to taste all the nikmat, the lungs to perform air changes, the veins and arteries for blood flow, the villi to swept all the digested food, the epithelium for absorption! the mucos for lubrication :) the intestine which coils for metres in such a small space of our body. the sphincters, that open and closed like doors to huge mansion. yes, our body is a mansion. well, i prefer a cottage, sbb malas nk sapu rumah besa2. but our body is so awesome! that it has to be compared to a mansion. or at least,a castle. and we even have rectum and anus, kidneys and urinary bladder as storage before excreting all the NONSENSE.TOXIC.BODY WASTE !
How cool is our body?
how cool is our God?
created such stuff that called humans :)
we are so much more awesome. than the Eiffle tower, Boeing 747 or my favourite, Land Rover. we are more interesting than KLCC, definitely! T,T and we are more detailed than and iPad or Galaxy Tab. we are complicated than the satellite. also, we are marvellous compared to the wi-fi ! we are human. so awesome, yet, we created from soils?
stamp our heart with submission. *wink wink
strained
just be an example.
it is up to us.
to be the good example or bad
cause in the end
as in fitrah
we are all still the examples
for people among us
and people after us
how shallow human beings are
how high they are
just be example of your own
think less what it can effect you
what others think of you
jut be an example!
just draw your own intention
so what we give is more important
than what we ourselves gain
may we all in His guidance.
amin~~
it is up to us.
to be the good example or bad
cause in the end
as in fitrah
we are all still the examples
for people among us
and people after us
how shallow human beings are
how high they are
just be example of your own
think less what it can effect you
what others think of you
jut be an example!
just draw your own intention
so what we give is more important
than what we ourselves gain
may we all in His guidance.
amin~~
H I J A b
check out this :) really cool. well, he just saying roughly things that should a women decide to choose for her hijab. and mostly, covered your chest, opaque kinda of fabric and and not strechy and tight adornment! actually, it is easier to follow the real opinion on hijab. trust me, it make life so much easier. make my life easier. I can easily pray with my hijab and my clothes if i wear the right thing. and i can pray anywhere. and all i need to preserve is my wudhuk. * reminder ; dont eat too spicy food, too many cheese weezy and definitely no vuva beans! in fact,covering ourselves conveyed a meaning that we are doing our job ketaatan pada Dia and menghindar dari laranganNya !
wah wah wah !
my fried used to say. sometimes when mommy tells u to throw the rubbish out. we will be like "yeah momm, sure. will do soon". so i guess if mommy says on things and we barely do the task given apalagi if our God command us so, kan? YES!
especially when we cant see Him. or cant feel He is close to us, thou we know that He is watching us every now and there. so ask yourself, do u believe in Him? hehe then lets try our best to BE BETTER.
we all believe in Him. we all believe our deeds will be counted later. and WE TRUST HIS MERCY IS MORE THAN ANYTHINGGG ! so lets learn more, if i used not to wear hijab, lets try to cover up, and if i have not wear hijab in proper way, lets try to wear properly! and if i found out myself getting laid back on these matters, let us all make dua for myself and our sisters so God may ease everything we do and He know best what behold in our heart where we could never run ourselves from.and may Allah open our heart to be among orang2 beriman # HE OWNS this world, well He created it.
wah wah wah !
my fried used to say. sometimes when mommy tells u to throw the rubbish out. we will be like "yeah momm, sure. will do soon". so i guess if mommy says on things and we barely do the task given apalagi if our God command us so, kan? YES!
especially when we cant see Him. or cant feel He is close to us, thou we know that He is watching us every now and there. so ask yourself, do u believe in Him? hehe then lets try our best to BE BETTER.
we all believe in Him. we all believe our deeds will be counted later. and WE TRUST HIS MERCY IS MORE THAN ANYTHINGGG ! so lets learn more, if i used not to wear hijab, lets try to cover up, and if i have not wear hijab in proper way, lets try to wear properly! and if i found out myself getting laid back on these matters, let us all make dua for myself and our sisters so God may ease everything we do and He know best what behold in our heart where we could never run ourselves from.and may Allah open our heart to be among orang2 beriman # HE OWNS this world, well He created it.
Satu Cinta Satu Destinasi: Can A Sinner Go To Heaven?
Satu Cinta Satu Destinasi: Can A Sinner Go To Heaven?: "A man who do sins everyday, enters jannah. One who study and teach Islam, goes to hell." The first man, (this was narrated from a h...
SANGAT HEBAT, SO EASY. yet so far. ikhlas hati kami. is not what others see. is what You see :)
SANGAT HEBAT, SO EASY. yet so far. ikhlas hati kami. is not what others see. is what You see :)
woww
i just read an entry from my junior's blog. sheisabloggertoo! such an awesome life to see a person with such a hyper attitude and yet,so well rounded #envy much
well, u awesome girl, and i hope God blessings surround u, always! :)
awesomeness never ends,
different people different route,
same tujuan thou,
as says "TUJUAN MANUSIA, khalifah di dunia and beribadat pada Allah'
from my basal understanding, khalifah as also being a better person and promote goodness. so that mankind will never be ruined by immorality
more like amar makruf nahi mungkar !
be a person that are beneficial, for the least to ourselves, parents, friends, community and AGAMA <3
beribadat, puasa, smayang, reading Al quran, hajj are some ibadat
but smiling also ibadat !
sleeping is ibadat
mandi ibadat
being good person to others also part of ibadat!
and think positive and being vibrant is also ibadat
sometimes people forget to be grateful. #self reminder
tend to get depress and think all about themselves.
such a friggin attitude. individualism. this all because of CULTURE ABUSED!
life is not all about us
life is beautiful
when we learn to give
and expect the least !
well, u awesome girl, and i hope God blessings surround u, always! :)
awesomeness never ends,
different people different route,
same tujuan thou,
as says "TUJUAN MANUSIA, khalifah di dunia and beribadat pada Allah'
from my basal understanding, khalifah as also being a better person and promote goodness. so that mankind will never be ruined by immorality
more like amar makruf nahi mungkar !
be a person that are beneficial, for the least to ourselves, parents, friends, community and AGAMA <3
beribadat, puasa, smayang, reading Al quran, hajj are some ibadat
but smiling also ibadat !
sleeping is ibadat
mandi ibadat
being good person to others also part of ibadat!
and think positive and being vibrant is also ibadat
sometimes people forget to be grateful. #self reminder
tend to get depress and think all about themselves.
such a friggin attitude. individualism. this all because of CULTURE ABUSED!
life is not all about us
life is beautiful
when we learn to give
and expect the least !
messy
such a messy week. a week burn just to study and sit for exams~~ aigoo. i love exams :D i thank God for giving me the opportunity to be a student of dentistry. what if i took the Upm sains pertanian. i bet the subjects would have been more details and brain stocking. at least , dentistry allow me to feel like i am an artist once a time. hehe WE CARVE TOOTH, OKAY PEOPLE :)
25th January, the revolution of Egyptian. may the country and the people get what they want. the result of the revolt, only God knows how long and how hard does it take to reach the moral level required. but also, only God knows how you tried your best, peeps! ( boleh kaitkan dgn exam ni T,T HOHOHO)
tolong lahh kawankawan arab sisters brothers, just please keep your country clean! i feel like living in european zaman gelap sometimes, waiting eagerly for the renaissance, thou. beautiful country, beautiful sea, only horrible sampah sarap yo!aigoo
oh YEAH, and we got Arik. well, my sister got Arik, with her husband,definitely, haha but seems like that beautiful boy finally bring some eagerness and excitement in our family. DAD, obviously eager :) and mom, finally, looking more radiant everyday. God know best how to please us humans, present this little things pn dah cukup. sampai syurga pn rse manis dieerr :)
ALHAMDULLILAH :D
and also, He can take back every gifts He has given if He says, 'Be it!'.
so love Him more, attached to Him, so more of our love is cherish in right energy. so when we lost something we don't get over board. cause evrything in this world are only TEMPORARY. they are just mediator for us to be better person,closer to Him and improve ourselves :)
What’s given to dunya is lost forever. What’s given to Allah is never lost. If you give what you love, for the sake of what He loves, you’ll have what you love forever. - Yasmin Mogahed :)
25th January, the revolution of Egyptian. may the country and the people get what they want. the result of the revolt, only God knows how long and how hard does it take to reach the moral level required. but also, only God knows how you tried your best, peeps! ( boleh kaitkan dgn exam ni T,T HOHOHO)
tolong lahh kawankawan arab sisters brothers, just please keep your country clean! i feel like living in european zaman gelap sometimes, waiting eagerly for the renaissance, thou. beautiful country, beautiful sea, only horrible sampah sarap yo!aigoo
oh YEAH, and we got Arik. well, my sister got Arik, with her husband,definitely, haha but seems like that beautiful boy finally bring some eagerness and excitement in our family. DAD, obviously eager :) and mom, finally, looking more radiant everyday. God know best how to please us humans, present this little things pn dah cukup. sampai syurga pn rse manis dieerr :)
ALHAMDULLILAH :D
and also, He can take back every gifts He has given if He says, 'Be it!'.
so love Him more, attached to Him, so more of our love is cherish in right energy. so when we lost something we don't get over board. cause evrything in this world are only TEMPORARY. they are just mediator for us to be better person,closer to Him and improve ourselves :)
What’s given to dunya is lost forever. What’s given to Allah is never lost. If you give what you love, for the sake of what He loves, you’ll have what you love forever. - Yasmin Mogahed :)
forgive
forgive,the easiest word i used to know, i will easily say sorry for anybody that i felt like i have hurt. but that was a couple of years ago. today, we fight with our own self forgiving. sometimes, how we wish we could delete some memory of our life, and just sketches new ones :) but this life is not my creation. we were created by Creator.and He has perfectly drawn our life on the right spots at the right times. to let us fall. to let us stand and to let us kneeling, and yet reminded us how small we are, how powerless we are.,
life is so beautiful, worthless to think us as victims for any caused. be givers, instead !
for-givers.
move-on.
be happy.
life is so beautiful, worthless to think us as victims for any caused. be givers, instead !
for-givers.
move-on.
be happy.
smayang
solat. one word. many things that we can describe.
to the so-called muslim, malas solat., susah nk solat. malu nk solat. lots of things relate.
to the muslims, yes, i will solat. yes, solat. solat is essential.
to the very good muslims, yes, solat is everything. solat make us humble, remember and prostrate to Allah SWT :)
and definit answer to people that dont solat, hell you go---> byk mne pn menare gading ibadat u buat.this one thing we forget or look not, there is no help for u indeed #scary.tolong solat ye semua. mak abah abang kakak abang ipar, anak sedare sepupu nenek.kawan kawan and myself, nerake. is not a playground. and definitely merry go around is not exist in hell T,T
ya Allah, ampunkan dosa kami, hold on to our heart. where we want to be better people, to benefits the least to our family and friends :) and to the Lifeafter we believers believe. by Your Mercy, of course. we indeed want badly Jannah !
amin.
to the so-called muslim, malas solat., susah nk solat. malu nk solat. lots of things relate.
to the muslims, yes, i will solat. yes, solat. solat is essential.
to the very good muslims, yes, solat is everything. solat make us humble, remember and prostrate to Allah SWT :)
and definit answer to people that dont solat, hell you go---> byk mne pn menare gading ibadat u buat.this one thing we forget or look not, there is no help for u indeed #scary.tolong solat ye semua. mak abah abang kakak abang ipar, anak sedare sepupu nenek.kawan kawan and myself, nerake. is not a playground. and definitely merry go around is not exist in hell T,T
ya Allah, ampunkan dosa kami, hold on to our heart. where we want to be better people, to benefits the least to our family and friends :) and to the Lifeafter we believers believe. by Your Mercy, of course. we indeed want badly Jannah !
amin.
empty
nothing to share., nothing to write.,
hehe maybe just Alhamdullilahh? erk,. yeah. that's it.
senyum lah senyum lah ahai cek mek molek
bestnye kalau dpt mkn pisang goreng T,T jempot pisang, wahh roti pisangg pn sodapp
hehe maybe just Alhamdullilahh? erk,. yeah. that's it.
senyum lah senyum lah ahai cek mek molek
bestnye kalau dpt mkn pisang goreng T,T jempot pisang, wahh roti pisangg pn sodapp
okayyy
dying to laugh at my own attitude. x pnah rse lately so desperate to join a conversation. but i guess that was a kind of reflex. fikir sebelum buat #NI BETUL2 REMINDING, MYSELF
my brain was cracking for glucose.(betul ke x ni?) ketone bodies is taken when fasting.due to glycolysis sbb rndah kadar gula di dlm darah :) muahahaha if any wrong statements. mntak ampun, mntak maaf der,. br blaja lg., susah nk mmpos biochem ni. interesting subject. but so detail.
i have not been eating one whole day.,
had an apple to reduce my angry rumbling stomach.and all this due to DIARRHEA !
:(
feel so dehydrated, pulak dh ni study week.,if x sihat.. ya ALLAH :( such a waste of time., thats y we are reminded sihat sebelum sakit, muda sebelum tua, solat sebelum disolatkan.
tp sumpah xtau mcm mne nk brtawakal skarang ni., try bce, mcm letih sgt., nk tidor trigt buku2 bekepul x sntuh lg. mgdap laptop, bole laa., sbb x guna otak sgt :((
ayah sy pesan mnum teh., mak sy ckp phone dgn kite, tertido.,haha kalau bg tau i have no medication for now. msti kne 1001 millions lecture 'diarrhea for dummies'.,
well, its okayyy., this is just a phase., let's pray tomorrow insyaAllah better than today., so sorry to the peopla that have to c my unpleasant face., diarrhea is unpleasant, addition the exams that coming soon., i am not prepared., ONly He knows!
my brain was cracking for glucose.(betul ke x ni?) ketone bodies is taken when fasting.due to glycolysis sbb rndah kadar gula di dlm darah :) muahahaha if any wrong statements. mntak ampun, mntak maaf der,. br blaja lg., susah nk mmpos biochem ni. interesting subject. but so detail.
i have not been eating one whole day.,
had an apple to reduce my angry rumbling stomach.and all this due to DIARRHEA !
:(
feel so dehydrated, pulak dh ni study week.,if x sihat.. ya ALLAH :( such a waste of time., thats y we are reminded sihat sebelum sakit, muda sebelum tua, solat sebelum disolatkan.
tp sumpah xtau mcm mne nk brtawakal skarang ni., try bce, mcm letih sgt., nk tidor trigt buku2 bekepul x sntuh lg. mgdap laptop, bole laa., sbb x guna otak sgt :((
ayah sy pesan mnum teh., mak sy ckp phone dgn kite, tertido.,haha kalau bg tau i have no medication for now. msti kne 1001 millions lecture 'diarrhea for dummies'.,
well, its okayyy., this is just a phase., let's pray tomorrow insyaAllah better than today., so sorry to the peopla that have to c my unpleasant face., diarrhea is unpleasant, addition the exams that coming soon., i am not prepared., ONly He knows!
sejujur kate
i hope he reads this, and also her.,
i seakan akan lupe, how i was.,.. today, everyday, i'll try my best to have Him in my mind. to please Him, to eager myself to do good deeds.
because, i feel that i believe.,
is it seasonal to your opinion?
or is it superstitious?
or it is unbelievable awkward?
but continuous improvement is all about., it is NOT ONLY how much knowledge you have, it is also how u APPLY :)
and digesting the ilmu is satu step,
aplikasi pn satu step.
tahukah anda Tuhan lebih Mengetahui dr kita?
percayakah kita bile Tuhan kate ?
you may hate something when it is good for you,and you may love something when it is bad for you.Allah knows,and you do not know.,
( surah al Baqaroh 2:216 )
i feel so scared using particular surah from Quran, now and here, because i scared i intentionally misused the verses. i am a plain preacher. insyaAllah this verse may be a guidance from Allah SWT.
let go of the woman. that you wish not to be with.
let go of the woman you wish not to marry with.
let Allah guide her, if she is destiny to be yours, she will be.
syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu.
let speak with intelligent:
kalau u taknak prmpuan tu.,jgn bemanje dgn die. how if u guys never indeed get marry? she will be the ageing lonely woman,.and along the sweet journey of u both having: more dosa dikumpul.because the only thing that does not change is dosa pahala.
MERCY belong to God.
Judgement belong to God.
Hapus dosa belong to Him.
Ganjaran pahala belong to Him.
but collection of dosa and pahala belong to us. that is the choice God give us.
when you both together, your are actually more than 2 people.
ade 2 malaikat tulis di kiri dan kanan kite.,
ade satan in between u guys :) smiling and happy. cause you both selesa dgn ape yang terlarang. that is syaitan., what is you??
just try to digest this,..i am just a story teller. where u both write your own cerita.
instead of helping each other in a not so berkat way, try to improve otherwise. maybe u did not know this before, who knows right? by the way, it is prohibited, due to the relationship may lead to zina.ASK MORE, SEEK MORE, LEARN MORE, READ MORE.google MORE ?
fight like a man, think like a wiser man -
i seakan akan lupe, how i was.,.. today, everyday, i'll try my best to have Him in my mind. to please Him, to eager myself to do good deeds.
because, i feel that i believe.,
is it seasonal to your opinion?
or is it superstitious?
or it is unbelievable awkward?
but continuous improvement is all about., it is NOT ONLY how much knowledge you have, it is also how u APPLY :)
and digesting the ilmu is satu step,
aplikasi pn satu step.
tahukah anda Tuhan lebih Mengetahui dr kita?
percayakah kita bile Tuhan kate ?
you may hate something when it is good for you,and you may love something when it is bad for you.Allah knows,and you do not know.,
( surah al Baqaroh 2:216 )
i feel so scared using particular surah from Quran, now and here, because i scared i intentionally misused the verses. i am a plain preacher. insyaAllah this verse may be a guidance from Allah SWT.
let go of the woman. that you wish not to be with.
let go of the woman you wish not to marry with.
let Allah guide her, if she is destiny to be yours, she will be.
syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu.
let speak with intelligent:
kalau u taknak prmpuan tu.,jgn bemanje dgn die. how if u guys never indeed get marry? she will be the ageing lonely woman,.and along the sweet journey of u both having: more dosa dikumpul.because the only thing that does not change is dosa pahala.
MERCY belong to God.
Judgement belong to God.
Hapus dosa belong to Him.
Ganjaran pahala belong to Him.
but collection of dosa and pahala belong to us. that is the choice God give us.
when you both together, your are actually more than 2 people.
ade 2 malaikat tulis di kiri dan kanan kite.,
ade satan in between u guys :) smiling and happy. cause you both selesa dgn ape yang terlarang. that is syaitan., what is you??
just try to digest this,..i am just a story teller. where u both write your own cerita.
instead of helping each other in a not so berkat way, try to improve otherwise. maybe u did not know this before, who knows right? by the way, it is prohibited, due to the relationship may lead to zina.ASK MORE, SEEK MORE, LEARN MORE, READ MORE.google MORE ?
fight like a man, think like a wiser man -
arrogance
ya Allah, i'll start my writing today with Bismillahirohmanirahim :)
i used to remind myself life is an everyday learning chapter., i used to write many things as my own notes that Allah has blessed me with the experiences ONLY by His wills.,
i could never look twice the way He has show me life., true. everybody has their learning chapters. everybody has their own path to know Allah better.,
and i pray all of us be blessed by Him.,and to Him we put our trust., life is just a journey,. journey to keep on learning., Islam is not the deen for lazy people., put your trust in Allah., Allah SWT love us that is why we have our ups and down., and human tend to forget #selfreminder
do you realize that when you are poor there are ALSO rich people? and as you are poor, tested with money to work for.well, as you are rich later on then you are given trial indeed.,do you think rich people could probably praying to be blessed with anak anak yang soleh :) and maybe the rich person actually have to search for more sincerity so that his money is well distributed and not misused., life is fair people., fair and square.,
God is the best creator.,He create us well :) examples for each other., and if u see yourself drowning in ungratefulness, look at others yang lagi perit so THAT grateful reappeared :) and if u feel yourself in air of arrogance., ect: U FEEL SUPERIOR, OVERREACTED CONFIDENT, TOO COSY.KNOWLEDGEABLE ? PIOUS ?please look at your classmates that sleep in lectures and still awesome and blessed with A+. MALUU LA SIKIT! there are so many people smarter than us., prettier and all :X
- life is to be grateful (alhamdullilah) and forward with a rear mirror, FORWARDDD ! but yet, learn from pasts --->>
iblis was ASTRAY, due to arrogance.Nabi Adam was created, yet iblis did not follow His command due to Nabi Adam creation was little less than him. Iblis made from fire, Adam from clay. PROPAGANDA : demolish the arrogance. diminish the EGO :)#self-reminder
i used to remind myself life is an everyday learning chapter., i used to write many things as my own notes that Allah has blessed me with the experiences ONLY by His wills.,
i could never look twice the way He has show me life., true. everybody has their learning chapters. everybody has their own path to know Allah better.,
and i pray all of us be blessed by Him.,and to Him we put our trust., life is just a journey,. journey to keep on learning., Islam is not the deen for lazy people., put your trust in Allah., Allah SWT love us that is why we have our ups and down., and human tend to forget #selfreminder
do you realize that when you are poor there are ALSO rich people? and as you are poor, tested with money to work for.well, as you are rich later on then you are given trial indeed.,do you think rich people could probably praying to be blessed with anak anak yang soleh :) and maybe the rich person actually have to search for more sincerity so that his money is well distributed and not misused., life is fair people., fair and square.,
God is the best creator.,He create us well :) examples for each other., and if u see yourself drowning in ungratefulness, look at others yang lagi perit so THAT grateful reappeared :) and if u feel yourself in air of arrogance., ect: U FEEL SUPERIOR, OVERREACTED CONFIDENT, TOO COSY.KNOWLEDGEABLE ? PIOUS ?please look at your classmates that sleep in lectures and still awesome and blessed with A+. MALUU LA SIKIT! there are so many people smarter than us., prettier and all :X
- life is to be grateful (alhamdullilah) and forward with a rear mirror, FORWARDDD ! but yet, learn from pasts --->>
iblis was ASTRAY, due to arrogance.Nabi Adam was created, yet iblis did not follow His command due to Nabi Adam creation was little less than him. Iblis made from fire, Adam from clay. PROPAGANDA : demolish the arrogance. diminish the EGO :)#self-reminder
simple
i love listening to Yasmin Mogahed :)
Nouman Ali Khan, sheikh Ahmad Deedat, and a particular India sheikh that i forgot his name., also Lauren Booth., and Ustaz Azhar, there is also another nice Malay guy that speaks with hikmah.,i have forgotten his name T,T i used to google mualaf because i love the way they fall in live with our deen :)
it is like a soft touch on people's heart, the hidayah :)
most of all, i prefer Nouman Ali Khan because he likes to give dakwah particularly via ayat ayat Quran. he will recite the verses., and the teaching of Allah SWT is complemented in them. Quran is the way of Allah trying to tell us things.,do u know he was an atheist? a new yorker, takde beze sangat budak budak yang culturely abused like us all., so his lectures are very open and easy. and Allah SWT has blessed him with abundance of knowledge as mediator insyaAllah to strengthen our iman :)
AHMAD DEEDAT, speak with great intelligence, he was the mediator of Allah telling me not to be inferior. be confidence within people, as you know you are actually preaching the right thing. u BELIEVE in it? dont you? then, why do you felt inferior towards it? the western people are able to accept anything particularly anything to be happy. and u are actually holding the beautiful deen that teaches people more than anything but to be happy and grateful and being the best toward others. and we are too shallow, too magnified by the culture to even understand our own deen :) sedekah al fatihah to this guy,died after bed ridden for some years.may Allah blessed his deeds, sheikh Deedat.,
Ya Allah,today i also learn CNS. central nervous system. and it was awesome. i was being sleepy., but i also had the best feeling ever., that He created us with most detail and love! do u know we have this particular system in our body? that control and program ourself? and if we lose few parts we can either be lumpuh, and distorted. Ya Allah, to the atheist, open up ur eyes guys., man created robots with awesome programming and techno stuff., but who created u? u are not even able to create a robot that has a perfection life given like what He has given to us :)
CREATE A CEMENT ROBOT, WITH AN OVARY ROBOT, THAT FUSED TOGETHER AND TURN INTO ROBOT OF EMBRYO, THAT GREW INTO BABY ROBOT, THAT RUN LIKE LITTLE ROBOT, AND SMILE LIKE TEENAGER ROBOT, AND WORK LIKE MAN ROBOT, AND MARRIED LIKE BROTHER ROBOT, AND DANCE LIKE DADY ROBOT AND LAUGH LIKE GRANPA ROBOT AND DIE LIKE A HUMBLE ROBOT!
i will be waiting for you great giftted people to create one, okay? then, that robot can play with my children, insyaAllah :)) muahahaha
Nouman Ali Khan, sheikh Ahmad Deedat, and a particular India sheikh that i forgot his name., also Lauren Booth., and Ustaz Azhar, there is also another nice Malay guy that speaks with hikmah.,i have forgotten his name T,T i used to google mualaf because i love the way they fall in live with our deen :)
it is like a soft touch on people's heart, the hidayah :)
most of all, i prefer Nouman Ali Khan because he likes to give dakwah particularly via ayat ayat Quran. he will recite the verses., and the teaching of Allah SWT is complemented in them. Quran is the way of Allah trying to tell us things.,do u know he was an atheist? a new yorker, takde beze sangat budak budak yang culturely abused like us all., so his lectures are very open and easy. and Allah SWT has blessed him with abundance of knowledge as mediator insyaAllah to strengthen our iman :)
AHMAD DEEDAT, speak with great intelligence, he was the mediator of Allah telling me not to be inferior. be confidence within people, as you know you are actually preaching the right thing. u BELIEVE in it? dont you? then, why do you felt inferior towards it? the western people are able to accept anything particularly anything to be happy. and u are actually holding the beautiful deen that teaches people more than anything but to be happy and grateful and being the best toward others. and we are too shallow, too magnified by the culture to even understand our own deen :) sedekah al fatihah to this guy,died after bed ridden for some years.may Allah blessed his deeds, sheikh Deedat.,
Ya Allah,today i also learn CNS. central nervous system. and it was awesome. i was being sleepy., but i also had the best feeling ever., that He created us with most detail and love! do u know we have this particular system in our body? that control and program ourself? and if we lose few parts we can either be lumpuh, and distorted. Ya Allah, to the atheist, open up ur eyes guys., man created robots with awesome programming and techno stuff., but who created u? u are not even able to create a robot that has a perfection life given like what He has given to us :)
CREATE A CEMENT ROBOT, WITH AN OVARY ROBOT, THAT FUSED TOGETHER AND TURN INTO ROBOT OF EMBRYO, THAT GREW INTO BABY ROBOT, THAT RUN LIKE LITTLE ROBOT, AND SMILE LIKE TEENAGER ROBOT, AND WORK LIKE MAN ROBOT, AND MARRIED LIKE BROTHER ROBOT, AND DANCE LIKE DADY ROBOT AND LAUGH LIKE GRANPA ROBOT AND DIE LIKE A HUMBLE ROBOT!
i will be waiting for you great giftted people to create one, okay? then, that robot can play with my children, insyaAllah :)) muahahaha
awesome
harini betul2 awesome. almost all things that i thought was answered. sometimes i questions many things till i really dont know where to rujuk. but Allah SWT Maha Kaya and Maha Mengetahui. He wont allow me to think if He does not have the answers :)
Do you know why i preach Islam?
because i fall in love with the teaching. and i believed there is something greater as God somewhere.
do you know people only believe in God when they in pain?
not Islam, we are taught to be grateful in every single things.
do you know people say that God are mind playing image?
not Islam, because we are the deen to question every details that we preach.
and for those who follow without understanding are people who are astray
i questioned why i preached Islam instead of others, because i was grown up in a community that preach other religions. and i was BIAS to myself and did not able to accept that i am a Muslim because i was born in one. i need the understanding. i follow lots of things by my HEART,( reference: heart fx is to pump blood.) and i was independent in many choices i chosen. i had things in mind that i cant let go. and i was being superior of my independence. and i had everybody to tell me do,but nobody to tell me, YHW? -> whyyy?
i also asked why i believe in God to myself, because i was troubled by the way people see things that when we fall hard, we pray hard. what does that make us? nothing special. we are like people that believe when we only in need. it does not sound right, isnt it? it starts with H and ends with E, HORRIBLE. it makes me felt equal to other religions. which was not right, because concepts of Islam teach us to believe there is ONLY one God., that is why it is not same as others ( no offence, i am with peace with you all, just, i believe in Allah, with The One and only)
this is what i WAS troubled most when i started to be believing in Islam. people say that religion and God was like a mind playing image. we created God when we required one. we created the image due to we can't accept reality.not cool ! we are cool because we preach with intellect :)
Do you know why i preach Islam?
because i fall in love with the teaching. and i believed there is something greater as God somewhere.
do you know people only believe in God when they in pain?
not Islam, we are taught to be grateful in every single things.
do you know people say that God are mind playing image?
not Islam, because we are the deen to question every details that we preach.
and for those who follow without understanding are people who are astray
i questioned why i preached Islam instead of others, because i was grown up in a community that preach other religions. and i was BIAS to myself and did not able to accept that i am a Muslim because i was born in one. i need the understanding. i follow lots of things by my HEART,( reference: heart fx is to pump blood.) and i was independent in many choices i chosen. i had things in mind that i cant let go. and i was being superior of my independence. and i had everybody to tell me do,but nobody to tell me, YHW? -> whyyy?
i also asked why i believe in God to myself, because i was troubled by the way people see things that when we fall hard, we pray hard. what does that make us? nothing special. we are like people that believe when we only in need. it does not sound right, isnt it? it starts with H and ends with E, HORRIBLE. it makes me felt equal to other religions. which was not right, because concepts of Islam teach us to believe there is ONLY one God., that is why it is not same as others ( no offence, i am with peace with you all, just, i believe in Allah, with The One and only)
this is what i WAS troubled most when i started to be believing in Islam. people say that religion and God was like a mind playing image. we created God when we required one. we created the image due to we can't accept reality.not cool ! we are cool because we preach with intellect :)
snow
i intended to write sad, but instead i wrote snow.
haha so funny, stop holding on. and how we act to people is how people are going to act on us. ya Allah, ampunkan dosa kami., teguhkan iman kami,
haha so funny, stop holding on. and how we act to people is how people are going to act on us. ya Allah, ampunkan dosa kami., teguhkan iman kami,
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