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"sometimes we indulged ourselves in the world. tasting all the nikmat in this world. and we drifted away., but only we have the guts to push ourselves back to the Creator. because we believe in Him dont we? we believe of something we certain, so we must try to act like we certain of it too." - self reminder

believing, Islam is the religion of believing by mind and soul :)
i am proud of being a Muslim.
and i preached of something i am certain.
and for those who think and still thinking why u are preaching Islam?
read., read more. listen. open up your heart.
cause if u know how stylo Islam is?
nothing in the world u will posses urselves with ! (i mean it by all my heart)

listen this great sheikh Nouman Ali Khan. i always promote him., cos he used to be an atheist! and he was culturely abused like we are now., except we are far more awesome cause we have internet nowdays, and Kardashians and Hannah Montana.
but somehow, these people are not that rotten actually, when i was in my teens, i used to involved myself with the Hilary Duff, Drake ! and watches all the MTv crapp, doing nothing better after school., and i spent hours watching all the drama, One3Hill, orange county? haha and also Friends., still going strong today, and Greys Anatomy.and those years, burned like ashes. when i move out of my comfort zone and sent to further study, i realized i am way behind compare to the people that was more disciplined during their teens. they are more, firm,since it is something they have used to do since before ! i wish i could draw all the time i burned. but, He is the most Hakim :) He know best what He want me to learn by my mistakes. not everybody has the same routes, and not everybody has the same teaching, but everybody is hoping for the same destiny. and ending. His blessings!
amin amin ya Rabb., du'as for me so i be firm, also !

*to my opinion it is okay to questioned what we believe, cause what to believe on something we dont understand? and in fact, Islam encourage us to think, may we be rewarded for every thinking cells we grow :) THINK! and compare. and choose!