everybody has their own way and their own route., blessed to see my friends from different family backgrounds finding our own grounds to share our differences today.,
i have stop myself from joining certain group sharing or on certain social activities. there is a akak, that came and pressed on matters such as things are meant to be. i heard that before, and learned that we should compete ourselves to be better person and enthusiastic in gaining pahala because, our deeds are never enough compared to His mercy.,
i am feeling a little bit low with the parts drifting myself away from the sharing activity.,because it is seem to be a very reliable source of group of people. people that prove themselves believers. it is nice to have people that remind us on what we believe.,because iman do increase and decrease.and these sort of groups are good to widen our knowledge.,
but time is killing me.,time is running out. i am trying my best to put my best foot forward with the name of God yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Peyayang., to organise and prioritized my time. i am having 4 credits of Physio, 3 credits of Biochem and lots of others that compressing my heart walls, and increasing my heart rates :(( this is not adreanaline!this is stress hormones,. haha finally understanding the word stress., but i am not under stress., just tired. yes,tiring! :)
but alhamdullilah, my muscles are still functioning, my brain cells are still handling the bundles of untidy informations., and i am training and learning my best.,
insyaAllah, everything will be better and improved.,
i miss my momy. hope she is in barokah and may Allah ease her days in Kota Bharu working., and my dady too, whom lately seems to be babysitting his cats :D will call you soon =,= take good care of your health, guys! i am worried sick thinking your young and vibrant lifestyles that seem to be nothing less compared to what i used to face years ago :S
