woman can do anything, because woman govern those who govern everything. leaders, to lead pls find a leading nice, moral woman to marry with :D
listen to this, and be open to it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVYN3OH6ydk&feature=endscreen&NR=1
forget,not !
sometimes we intended to forget people are also human being, people that are around us.
we get sad, happy and sometimes we feel like what we feel are most important. self conscious is great, but self absorbed is sucks!
smile, because smile is beautiful, and it is a sedekah as well :)
for Him, always. blessed our day today ya Allah :)
we get sad, happy and sometimes we feel like what we feel are most important. self conscious is great, but self absorbed is sucks!
smile, because smile is beautiful, and it is a sedekah as well :)
for Him, always. blessed our day today ya Allah :)
HITLER mode
cooked, done.
eat, done.
solat, done. why is it so difficult to read continuously as preparation for an exam tomorrow?? and kesian momma and dayda, have to face my not very welcoming face. i told them not to c me., diorg pn tired. muke mcm zombie plus myself yg muke pn mcm zombie. great, family of zombies.
i know i should be the ease to both of them. bermanis muka. now rase bersalah tahap babi. and y do people have problem with the word pig?? it is just an animal. and that animal is also makhluk Tuhan, eventhou we Muslims, not allowed to eat, slaughtered them for shoes, but we have no rules to diminish them forever from the earth. or not, we will be like the Hitler, the guy that diminished the Jews?and the OKU, and old people. Hitler you are insane, insane poet, and who ended up being a leader which turn out to kill yourself with a shot of gun.(TRAGIC ENDING)this is how we will remember you Hitler, but at least we remember you and your insane work done, right??
hermm, but alhamdullilah,today, still having my guts at the right place and my tongue a little bit in agony due to excessive pain and heat when i tasted the cooked food. but in and out, alhamdulilah :)
jage mate weyh,dr mate jatuh ke hati.stop the random sight seeing.pls lahh !
eat, done.
solat, done. why is it so difficult to read continuously as preparation for an exam tomorrow?? and kesian momma and dayda, have to face my not very welcoming face. i told them not to c me., diorg pn tired. muke mcm zombie plus myself yg muke pn mcm zombie. great, family of zombies.
i know i should be the ease to both of them. bermanis muka. now rase bersalah tahap babi. and y do people have problem with the word pig?? it is just an animal. and that animal is also makhluk Tuhan, eventhou we Muslims, not allowed to eat, slaughtered them for shoes, but we have no rules to diminish them forever from the earth. or not, we will be like the Hitler, the guy that diminished the Jews?and the OKU, and old people. Hitler you are insane, insane poet, and who ended up being a leader which turn out to kill yourself with a shot of gun.(TRAGIC ENDING)this is how we will remember you Hitler, but at least we remember you and your insane work done, right??
hermm, but alhamdullilah,today, still having my guts at the right place and my tongue a little bit in agony due to excessive pain and heat when i tasted the cooked food. but in and out, alhamdulilah :)
jage mate weyh,dr mate jatuh ke hati.stop the random sight seeing.pls lahh !
tickets
tickets to hell fire :
1.shameless
2.destructive attitude to parents
3.arrogance
4.self absorbing
5.company
being a person, i realized it is not easy., patience is everything. but to reach the patient condition also is not easy. even to be a person with patience require development. and i diminished all the developed bricks i held by just a blow at one moment, and till then, i found myself difficult to hold on again.
almost losing hopes, i know i have to fight back. i promised myself, no matter what happened in this world. life is just a journey., and the final stop is where i meet Him. and He is testing us all the way. to prepare us for the better. and He is closer to us than our own jugular vein.and thank you Allah, for my parents and my good companions.May Allah forgive and bless them always :)
Gidid
hehe this is the Arabic word on new, well. but I am not sure if it require to be used as feminism or just plain., gidida?? gidid bas?? i dont know#facepalm
my new trend.,my own positive journey. i am training myself, organizing myself on time management and healthy thinking., hehe i used to write alot, but i never have the courage to let others to read., first of all, because i feel my writing usually parasympathetic written : i will include my personal !
very not cool, 2nd i dont need the world need to know what i need or i dont need :D
alhamdullilah, finally, i feel my writing improved slightly, i am writing ideas !
instead of desires :) and i like it., and i dont mind so , so do read.pls read HOHOHO
cause what makes a woman woman, is the secrets lie within her :p (credit to Conan. )
yet, i am still 19.lots more to learn.lots more to experience. today, alhamdullilah.
a good simple day of Tuesday.,fasting and i have cooked not so tasty chicken curry.,and eating chocolate at 6;34pm.,to prepare myself for tomorrow quiz on General Anatomy.,
beautiful day indeed :) May Allah blessed my day today, my dear annoying friend Maya and my far lost brother.,my cheeky sister, my sweet young dad and my most loving cherish mom.,Ameen
my new trend.,my own positive journey. i am training myself, organizing myself on time management and healthy thinking., hehe i used to write alot, but i never have the courage to let others to read., first of all, because i feel my writing usually parasympathetic written : i will include my personal !
very not cool, 2nd i dont need the world need to know what i need or i dont need :D
alhamdullilah, finally, i feel my writing improved slightly, i am writing ideas !
instead of desires :) and i like it., and i dont mind so , so do read.pls read HOHOHO
cause what makes a woman woman, is the secrets lie within her :p (credit to Conan. )
yet, i am still 19.lots more to learn.lots more to experience. today, alhamdullilah.
a good simple day of Tuesday.,fasting and i have cooked not so tasty chicken curry.,and eating chocolate at 6;34pm.,to prepare myself for tomorrow quiz on General Anatomy.,
beautiful day indeed :) May Allah blessed my day today, my dear annoying friend Maya and my far lost brother.,my cheeky sister, my sweet young dad and my most loving cherish mom.,Ameen
destiny
everybody has their own way and their own route., blessed to see my friends from different family backgrounds finding our own grounds to share our differences today.,
i have stop myself from joining certain group sharing or on certain social activities. there is a akak, that came and pressed on matters such as things are meant to be. i heard that before, and learned that we should compete ourselves to be better person and enthusiastic in gaining pahala because, our deeds are never enough compared to His mercy.,
i am feeling a little bit low with the parts drifting myself away from the sharing activity.,because it is seem to be a very reliable source of group of people. people that prove themselves believers. it is nice to have people that remind us on what we believe.,because iman do increase and decrease.and these sort of groups are good to widen our knowledge.,
but time is killing me.,time is running out. i am trying my best to put my best foot forward with the name of God yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Peyayang., to organise and prioritized my time. i am having 4 credits of Physio, 3 credits of Biochem and lots of others that compressing my heart walls, and increasing my heart rates :(( this is not adreanaline!this is stress hormones,. haha finally understanding the word stress., but i am not under stress., just tired. yes,tiring! :)
but alhamdullilah, my muscles are still functioning, my brain cells are still handling the bundles of untidy informations., and i am training and learning my best.,
insyaAllah, everything will be better and improved.,
i miss my momy. hope she is in barokah and may Allah ease her days in Kota Bharu working., and my dady too, whom lately seems to be babysitting his cats :D will call you soon =,= take good care of your health, guys! i am worried sick thinking your young and vibrant lifestyles that seem to be nothing less compared to what i used to face years ago :S
beginning of December
today., one of the most haziest day in my life. i really dont know how the people on certain areas can lifted their mood as good as people in khatulistiwa zone? the clouds are lousy, the air is cold and i am freaking hungry all the time. ( i actually dont. but the urge to grab on food increases :))
and the time moves really fast, it was only 5pm but the silence of darkness embrace us peacefully. and usually by 7pm, i feel like i am drifted to bed. lazy to open my eyes and revise my bundles of notes
since time is short, our mind moves faster and i usually organizes everything in my brain. and i pray to God, if He really want to take me now, let me be in iman state :) cos i am scared of His torments but i looked forward for His payment on good deeds
well, i am a Muslim :) i am enchanted by His rules and concepts. i really believe that i finally believe in something. and i hope that we believers are not a part of the astray people. because Islam is a wide teaching religion that have lots of do's and dont's that some part of the preachers now days reluctant to follow
we must first believe, there is God. there is somewhere somehow greater than any of us in this world. and then, we will see ourselves moved by His rules *winkwink
and proven, i was very amazed to see my sister's stomach. huge like a watermelon. watermelon that are fresh and cheap, easily detected here in Alexandria during the season :) i was so amazed that a person stomach can be that big., she is due for labour on January,. it was an ordinary miracle., how can a skin be so widely stretched? and i was worried that my dad's stomach is huge?
hahaha and it was nice to finally see a familiar family face.,
well, lets hope the pregnancy and the birth of handsome Asfar, insyaAllah will be going on smooth :)
* (oooh i forgot that i bought something for u from Siwa.lots of love from aunty cha)
and it was only 3;30pm here in Alex., and i still have not touch my bundles of Biochemistry, Histology and Anatomy. pray for my muscles to move productively today please, ya Allah.
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