Churchill

june seems to be a really long month. june is killing me softly :) killing me with laziness. attitude management and even eye management. i think i write lots of nonsense recently.here.in this area and forum. i dont feel and learn much lately. much of tired, sumpahh tak tahan. meronta ronta nk guling guling or lepak lepak. belajar pn separuh hati. hati ke liver ke jantung ke, ape peduli dh. hehe i know, so immature. sabr sabr, that is what i can say to myself. i dont mind being back home a little bit later, sooner or later insyaAllah i'll be home. but definitely lack of enthusiasm for more assessment T,T continuousness assessment. now i know why we as university students are often given 3months holiday. because 9 months is the limit. by my own mind, based on ilmu sedikit yang difikir fikir sewaktu perlu exam patho keesokan hari, yang bace x gerak gerak. sbb head banging listening to techno song from shatby church in front of me, age of 18-28 as pelapis negare, bukan hanye perlu bace menatap buku tp juga ade skill skill lain di celah celah 9 bulan itu. yes, cervix carcinoma. has 2, insitu and invasive. insitu is locally situ. while invasive may invade :D 4-5th decade. and by this i end up my writing with a doa that i hope every reader will amin' ya Allah kuatkan semangat kami, lapang dada kami. dont let us astray to companionship in this world for fun and sia sia only. guide us among the people You favor. keep our heart lighten with every bliss and hardship we going through.also, not forgotten our families in Palestine, Syria, Myanmar and all over the world where every breath is inspired'.amin.salam aleik. doa doa doa, senjate muslim. doa dimana anda berada. peringatan utk saya jugak yang suke menaip di kala doa perlu ditadahkan bahawa itu adalah lebih baik bagi saya!

distinguish

'i do not want to fall first for the person who play the sweet cards' i mean this. and i pray i am not the one who lying the cards also.

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Jika orang lain berburuk sangka terhadap kita,maka hendaklah kita berbaik sangka terhadap orang lain.. Jika orang lain cuba menjatuhkan kita, maka hendaklah kita terus teguh dan janganlah mensabotaj diri sendiri dgn membandingkan diri sendiri dgn orang lain kerna setiap orang ada keunikannya masing-masing Jika manusia sibuk memperbanyakkan amal, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk menyempurnakan sebail-baik amal. Jika manusia sibuk dengan perkara-perkara sunat, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk menyelesaikan perkara-perkara fardhu. Jika sibuk memperbaiki perkara-perkara yang zahir, maka hendaklah kamu memperbaiki perkara-perkara batin. Jika manusia sibuk mencari kesalahan orang lain, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk mencari kesalahan diri sendiri. Jika manusia sibuk mencari kesenangan dunia,maka hendaklah kamu mencari kemakmuran akhirat. Jika manusia sibuk mencari keredhaan dunia, maka hendaklah kamu sibuk mencari keredhaan Akhirat (Adaptasi ilham bersama sumber Kitab Tanbihul Ghafilin) copy pste for own reminder

shuh

cool sgt insan ni. awesome gile the way he present. he is so altogether. he also so dreadfully smart and intelligent.oh wait, i should emphasize. he is very altogether. you know what is altogether? being cool and chill, and does not look like a fool. same goes to the girl there, i am so embarrassed of myself. she is so easy, yet firm. she is same as me, but different in expressing and looking. she is freaking daebak. she is what the world awaits. but erh, am i looking down at myself? noooo i am not, but if i am today. tomorrow i will strive better. kan chachos? yes, muchachos. (monologue dalaman -_-') but what i want to strive for? strive for jannah. how i am gona strive for jannah? by pleasing Him. how? how? by doing what He favour us to and not doing things He despised. why? becauese i believe in Islam and the awesomeness and it is not a superstitious phase only, okay? omo omo omo. duke and duchess, with all the matches, we have all our touches, or torches, that washes, and even teaches, the creatures, of even the mischievous, of each others :) so if even u is a butcher, slaughtering meat for halal and dinner meal for a chief, remember this. its a big favour, for a big eater like me! :p hehe out of tune. :D today is friday. let's recite khafi! salam aleik :D

daebak

-_-' building confidence. yeah. daebak. feel like half fool half clown. any way. did tried at least. maybe not the right cup of tea. perhaps, by hook or by crook had fun. had great lessons. gained knowledge. gained patience elsewhere also. so people out there! it is okay to be pulun. maybe one day, the pulunness will turn out to be a great developed skill. hehe yeah. a quiet interesting almost 2 weeks of presentation skill course. something was pretty similar to what i have experienced in HCSM. well, used to. except the part the Egyptians are more violently like to raise their hands and ask lots and lots of questions. it is great to ask. but somehow if it is too much to ask than something is plain, (...) wrong, maybe?haha no, it is not wrong, it is just plain dragging to some of us that want to go home :D hahaha okay, too truthful isn't it? i gotta say, truth is ugly. but the truth is, that is me, that is us. we want things according our mindset sometimes. if the schedule is fixed 8 till 2pm. why would us want to drag it till 4? because we are exhausted. and we are eager to learn. but not obsessed to learn. that is a huge different.okay. i am blabbering. and writing rubbish. dont be like me people. be like a man that know how to sail his ship right and calm where he aim to stop. being like me, is like a roller coaster riding supreme eating pizza and drinking slurpees while watching dragon balls. (even that does not sound, right!) salam aleik! :O

cairo

Egypt- uprising. whoever wins, the nation is always and forever milik Allah SWT. if it is either Mursi, Hamdeen Sabahi. or even nauzubillah, Capek. the most important part is we understand they are the mediators of what we want for a better nation. but in the end the higher hope stands in Allah SWT. what we hope is our representative presenting our country in hoping for a better place to live, a calm country, developing states, better education and health care. more job opportunities and even more moral ethics. it does not mean the person we elected might reach the expectation we acquired. but for the least, we hope this man in power as a president could bring changes to the government. from the old routine corrupted community to a more refreshing highly institute moral and eager representatives in developing and shaping the people :) yes, that is my hope for you Egyptians.also, cleaner streets. it is frustrating when such a huge country like Egypt is lack of unessential value such as education among the citizen.and it is a massive headache to actually spread the education on important matters such as voting due to the geographical location and the deserted conditions.when to think of it, it shows Malaysia is a much more easier country to be shaped since we are only a quarter of Egypt. but also unfortunate, Malaysia recently has been to eager to be in the eye of the world. to blend so much in the world that we now see Malaysia probably losing it minds. and complicated races. racism do exist in our country. and that is a fact. and most of all, even bias among the citizen. a calm and peaceful country with a silent gap.but seriously, Malaysia play a great part in Islam too.and yet Egypt play a greater part -_-' how essential Egypt is to have a good representative that stay puts all the rights of the people in the East for at least.insyaAllah, the one that Allah SWT mediate to save the Palestine's people or at least reduce their burden by bukak the sempadan of Palestine. Palestine is a stronger place compared to us. Palestine never fails keep on building their country even thou tomorrow is uncertain. dying probably be any where. and they hold on to that. 'work as if tomorrow never ends, and preach as if today is the end' (doa for Syria and Palestine, Egypt, Malaysia and all ummah and even non muslim in this world.chaiyok. fight fight :0)

thank u

doa that "Ya Allah, i understand Your religion, i understand Your mercy and love, i also understand You as the wise and the most adil. forgive us. forgive us, if we wronged ourselves and guide us among the people You favor." amin.